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Thursday, June 24, 2010

It's the madrush week.
Project deadlines next week, together with individual works to be submitted. Rahh.
And work like hell this weekend, Idk how I'm going to survive actually. Hopefully some nice person can help me cover.

Hmmmm, life's been alright nowadays. 
Stressed up as usual.
So much so that I quit my job. 
Hmph, oh wells, mad rush this week.

Checklist of next week:
Monday: 
Marketing Project Due
BESE Project Due
BESE Symposium Presentation
CCA Awards Rehearsal

Tuesday:
Headwaiter for SSM 
(OMFGWTHBBQ)

Wednesday:
TTO Field Trip Sharing
CCA Awards Performance

Okay, so far that's all. But, 3 days got so many things to do! Oh wells, I will be able to survive! (:
Somehow being back from the Mid sem holidays brought back certain memories from a year ago. Hahah, what a fool was I. (:

captured at 17:25.
Sabah Sabah Sabah!


Sunday, June 20, 2010

Sabah trip was awesome ttm (:
Lots of fun and laughter, especially with Kelly, Emma, Linghui and Wanleng :D

Day One!
It's byebye Singapore! We had to be at the airport uber early at 6.15 am! After check in, had breakfast with Daddy and the girls before going in to take the plane to KK! (: Mad photo frenzy on the plane because we were so fascinated by the awesome view outside (: Okay la, I suaku kid, second time take plane, that's why so amazed. Hahaha (:
After touching down, we went to have lunch at a local restaurant! (:
After that, it was the city tour around the place, which includes the State Museum, A chinese temple, as well as the state mosque. Went to the biggest shopping mall in KK, known as One Borneo, and shopped around there. After that it was dinner. Lol, the dinner sucked, because Kelly found a finger nail in the lemon chicken. Major eeeeewwwww. ):
Night market up next! It was a good thing that it wasn't raining! (: Bought a ring and a wallet there (: 
Back to the hotel that, and here are my roomies for 4 nights!

Day Two!

Sort of the most boring day during the trip. It was a day of seminars. First up was talk by Sabah Tourism Board, then in the afternoon was Sabah Parks. Ahahah, literally fell asleep la. Still you can see how bored we were.
All wearing specs hahaha! (:

But we were in for a special treat when our tour manager, Peter, told us that he'd take us to the local handicraft market to shop (: The view on the way to the market was awesome, and we took loads of pictures (:
Group picture! :D

Then at the handicraft market, we bought loads of souvenirs back for everyone (: 
Peter also brought us to the Sabah Tourism Board's souvenir shop to purchase local coffee, tea and also a cute proboscis monkey soft toy! :D

After that, it was back to the second seminar, followed by 3 hours of free and easy (meaning shopping time) before we headed out for a seafood steamboat dinner (: We were treated by a cultural show as well!

Day Three!

Most awesome day of the trip (:
First up was a visit to the University of Malaysia, Sabah. (UMS) They shared about their Hotel and Tourism course, and we also went to their Museum. Their school has a super picturesque view! :D
This was take at UMS (:

Then we went to the Sutera Habour, where it had a resort and a hotel in its premises. We went for a resort and hotel inspection, and the place was super shiokkkkk! Enjoyed it so much!
Then we were in for a scrumptious meal for buffet! Ahahhaha, literally ate like a pig. Had laksa, salads, main courses, cakes, dessert, fruits. Ohmy, like major pigout! Hahahahh but the food was so good, I think it was the best that we ever had throughout the entire trip (:

Stopped by somewhere to take pictures :D

Next, we were off to Weston for our river cruise! It was kinda scary, being on a river that was crocodile infested, but it was really fun! We had tea time on a restaurant built on stilts!
The official river cruise then commenced! We were on the lookout for the proboscis monkey, and unexpectedly, we had the awesome privilege of seeing an amazing double rainbow (: We were so awed by it! Plus the sunset was absolutely stunning!
Isn't it pretty? (: It was the best experience of the trip! :D
Then we went back to the restaurant for our dinner till it was dark enough. We went back on the cruise to look at fireflies (: I caught one and really, it was like catching a star :D and and, there were ALOT OF STARS in the sky. All i can say was that, it was a really beautiful night that I would never forget. 
Then it was back to the hotel for a well deserved rest (:

Day Four!

We set off to Mt Kinabalu Park! On the way, we went to a little town near the foot of the Mountain and took many fabulous pictures there (:
 Isn't the view awesome? :D 
Then we headed for lunch and trekking in the park! We saw the Poring Hot Springs, as well as the Canopy Walkway. It was like the suspension bridge thing and I was amazed at my courage to go on it! Okay la, end up it wasn't that scary (:

We also walked to a waterfall where we just took off our shoes and went in! The water was super cold and shiok! :D

Then we were so so so lucky to be able to see a blooming of the rafflesia! (:
This concluded the end of our nature trek, and then we went back to the hotel! We went to their Fish and Co to eat and it was so so so cheap! RM15.90 leh! (:
Then shopping at F.O.S, and i got banana republic's tank tops at 2 for RM32 :D Happy girl! 
And I love Secret Recipe's Apple Cheese Slice. I don't know if Singapore sells it or not! It's like a cheesecake over an apple jam crust. Yummmmmmmm (:

Day Five!

It's byebye to the hotel and Sabah as we checked out early to go to a local kopitiam to eat breakfast. Then we went to the chocolate factory to get some chocolates for people back home (:
Then we headed to the airport!
Our tour guide Reynold!

Our Bus 2 Teacher In Charge Ms Quah (:

Then as usual we camwhored before boarding the plane. (:

And and, new friends on the trip :D
Joey and Vanessa (:

Alright, this concludes my awesome trip to Sabah (: Hopefully I'll get a chance to go there again because it's been really fun and awesome (:
But, I don't want school to reopen ): Hmph ):
Gosh, SSM on tuesday, wonder how i will survive!

captured at 14:19.
im flying tomorrow!


Saturday, June 12, 2010

whee. im excited. not.
not when everything seems to be crumbling around me. not when i know everything's not okay, and still im supposed to enjoy myself overseas.
oh wells :/

Salvo camp for the past few days was awesome (:
Games, bonding, doing stupid things together, they were all part of awesome memories that made part of my salvo life (:
Hahaha, it's hard to believe that it has already been a year since I joined Salvo.
And now we have new juniors! (:

we are one big family (:

Then piah-ed thursday for cca awards performance score, and it was fun actually (:

Not going to say much about yesterday about today, except that we've been shuttling to and fro the hospital, and i've been almost a total wreck. 
Thanks to all my friends who asked after her and my family, thanks for everything (:
Hope everything will be okay soon, and the pain for everything will pass by soon :/

Oh and I saw this picture which made me feel that yuanwei and i are so sister-like lol.
no la, this is just a random shot, but it's kinda cool hahahah (:

captured at 20:48.
grah


Monday, June 7, 2010

well i suppose this is always the case. :/
grah, stop thinking about it vivian.

recently, everything's not going right. seriosuly.
my stupid payroll query shit. i have to submit it by tmr, 
meaning i need to go down tomorrow early in the morn just to settle it, and it means that i will miss like a few hours of camp?
i dont like it ):
ih wells, there's nothing else i can do, so ohwells. just fuck la. urgh.

okayokay, i need a chill pill. perhaps a happy pill?

captured at 22:39.
im sure it's not pms.


Saturday, June 5, 2010

I guess this is how I feel right now.


Really really tired of everything. Tired of all the politics, tired of all the work that's coming up. tired of all the negativity, and just everything.
Ever since that one trigger 2 weeks ago, i have lost most of my self confidence. It just upsets me how people can be so insensitive. I know I do that sometimes too, being insensitive, but when i'm the subject, the feeling is utterly terrible. 
Today is not going to be the only time that such a thing will happen, but I don't know whether i will be as weak, and cry in front of the people i do not want to cry in front of. It just makes me feel weak. I've said to someone before, I don't want to let you see me crying, because I don't want you to think that I'm weak. I suppose this sentence don't hold true anymore yeah? I don't know. 
This is only trigger number one. I don't know what's going to happen next week. I'm afraid this psychotic bitch in me will appear again under all the stress i'm going to face next week. 
I'm really scared.

captured at 23:45.
this blog is starting to rot.


Friday, June 4, 2010

i guess it's due to my tumblr addict hahah! (:

My last post, was on Friday, so that means I haven't updated since Saturday!

Went to lavender with the ele, huiyi and gwen :D 
Had awesome Thai food and Belgium Waffles yum. 
I <3 Belgium waffles so much! HAHAHAH:D 
Then we went town to walk around, and seriously, whenever we go out, I suppose th bulk of our activity is having dinner then chat for a long time before heading home. It's almost routine alrd lol! 
But spending time with them always make me happy :D

Went to Eehui's to bake on Sunday with the moony, chinny, jodie and chewy (:  
(okay i wanted that to rhyme LOL.)
Haven't had the 4 of us together since Eehui's birthday? I think so. And I really missed them! It's nice that we got to hang around together and bake yummy cookies and brownies together :D
Sunday was an awesome day, because I worked with nobody I hated! Well, there are 3 people which I can't stand in the shop, and the great thing is that I didn't work with them that night. 
It made everything so much awesome-r because the mood in the shop was jovial and peaceful. 
I missed that kind of working environment and I wonder when will I get that chance again.

Out with Jacq on Monday to shop for yuens' present, and we walked around town trying so hard to find a suitable dress for yuens! 
And it was always fun hanging out with her because we'd have stupid conversations and laugh out loud in public and make ourselves look like total idiots LOL.

Tuesday was borrrrrrrring. Hospital experience sucked big time. Hate the waiting. 
I don't know how I am going to survive next Friday :/

Wednesday was a blast! I forgot to bring my phone though:/
Accounting paper, was considered a breeze? It wasn't as hard as I imagined la. 
Then hung out with linghui, ele, wanleng, sammy, huiyi and gwen <3 
Bugis-ed and Raffles City-ed. (: All in all, we spent ALOT on food, I guess it's just our hobby, eating good food and acting like piggies HAHAH! :D

Today was my dear Yuens' birthday, and I met up with Jacq to go to the icing room to make a cake for her! :D Pictures will be posted on FB when I feel like it, but the cake making was a success :D And jacq and I kept having stupid convos. 

Stupid convo 1:
J: I text her brother, see she at home or not.
V: Orh, eh scarly she's out, then she's on the same bus as us now D:
J: EH WHAT IF THAT REALLY HAPPENS?
V: Then we'll say: "Hi Yuensin we're on the way to your house to give you a birthday surprise. You want to go up to your place first while we get ready?" :D
J: Then that will be so funny!

Stupid convo 2: 
J: Eh my feet is 4 and a half leh! (waits expectantly for Vivian's reply)
V: Wah your feet can lose weight ah?! 0_0

And we started bursting out like idiots because it was so hilarious. Aiyah, all in all, we were just acting like kuku idiots, but we had a lot of fun :D

And when we went to her house, her Mum actually returned home! So we asked her mum to go in first hahaha. And she didnt really expect anything! (: 
Glad she enjoyed her surprise <3 
Chatted till damn late, before Jacq's dad came to pick us up. 
Ohmy, I love them so much. :D

I realised how much I love my girlfriends, though all of them are from different cliques. I love them in different ways, and i love them for the happiness they bring to me <3

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i am turning 18 on 29/09 this year, and i'm a libra baby. i was in northland pri, then st nicholas girls' where i was from huahui. currently a HTM student in temasek poly and in the awesome cca salvodrums. i love my 6teenforever and tension and salvoians , and i love being free.
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