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Sunday, February 28, 2010

i havent been blogging because i was sick over the past few days ): 

Micro paper was alright, made a few careless mistakes here and there though, but ohwells, i think it's okay (:
Had Swensens at Northpoint with the girls minus linghui. 
We spent like 2 hours there eating and chatting, talking about our secondary sch days, then orientation, then throughout this ay... 
hahhahaha we are damn cool :D
Bummed around at my house, doing our own stuffs actually, basically we were like gambling? 
hahahah! and ele was going around tying french plaits for everyone (: 
so cute right? :D
Went out with the girls again, ele, huiyi, gwen, wanleng, kelly! I liked our spontaniety i swear! 
Arranged to eat Fish and Co Express at Ehub, but we ended up eating superdog.
Was bowling at Ehub, decided to go Tamp Safra instead.
On the way to Safra, decided to drop off at Salvation Army to do a lil' shopping.
Bowling at Tamp Safra, decided to go Ikea for dinner!
How random was that day! (: But i liked it, it was really fun!
Hahaha, and stefan and rayson came to join us at Ikea. 
Ohmy, if sammy was thr, the whole family would be present HAHA:D

Met up with salvo ppl on Friday for Suki Sushi Buffet (: 
with chiawei, liyen, caiyan, marshall, jessica, edmund, yeesin, kaleryn and of course me! (: 
Ate alot, and hahahha we made a hell lot of noise! 
And I guess, i always get suaned in my face by them!
We went to cityhall afterwards to meet amanda, soengmay, lynette, kelvin and charmaine koh to watch valentine's day (: 
yes i watched it again, it was worth meeting the hot guys all over again ^^
tauhuayed at geylang with edmund, kelvin, charmaine koh and amanda before bus-ing home (: 
Tauhuay makes me happy! 
And i suddenly miss the chongpang tauhuay >:(

Worked today was not bad. 
Got to know this girl called melody who was from wisma, and she's going to TP too (: 
Niceeeee, and got talk abit la. 
Today was my official last day at J8 Body ): 
From now on, I'm going to be part of J8 Mega, which i am still a little reluctant to acknowledge ):  
boohoo.

captured at 01:39.
wazzzzzup!


Saturday, February 27, 2010


captured at 00:35.
S.H.E-天灰



S.H.E-天灰

如果你不再出现
我的世界 还有什么可贵
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言 一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁


我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

如果你从没出现
我会不会 觉得快乐一些

可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言 一点点摧毁

想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁


我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯 早已经全都熄灭

I LIKE THIS SONG (Y)

captured at 00:30.
TOE MAY TOE!


Thursday, February 25, 2010

wahahahah my latest laugh :D








HAVE A GOOD LAUGH :D sick now, shall blog again soon (:

captured at 23:16.
'i forgot to study'


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

OB paper today was more or less okay. no stunner questions. at least as i perceive it. hahah, perception :]
studied with kal and caiyan today.
left early cos got no mood to mug.
spent my evening playing game. grah, it's bad to be addicted to a game prior to an exam-.-
ohwells, i will flip through again bahhhh, i still want my A for econs though i know im not moving in that direction-.-
looking forward to post examination activities :]

captured at 23:12.
wave of disappointment.


Monday, February 22, 2010

though i should be studying for OB now, 
but i decided to blog now, because of that really lousy feeling in my chest ):

i know i shouldn't be feeling this, but i can't help feeling the disappointment received today. 
one after another. 
i can't blame anyone for it, it's the circumstances, but i really can't help this feeling. 
I don't know what's wrong with me now >:(

studied today with kal, caiyan, yeesin and edmund in school today. 
ended up talking with the girls hahahah before going for dinner (: 

grah, a stupid cockroach is stopping me from entering the kitchen ): 
poof. okay, i should get back to studying soon, and sleep earlier tonight :]

captured at 23:22.
study-udy-udy


Sunday, February 21, 2010

went to eehui's ystd (: saw chinpei after idk how loooooong! 
but sad that jodie didnt come ):
loads of catching up and updates, and well, i guess we were all too tired, ended up taking a nap at her house hahahah. 
dinnered with chinny with a htht(: love her sooooo much!

today was alright, went over to kaleryn's place to study with yeesin and edmund, then went to fuchun cc to watch a community perf by zingo. 
had dinner with kal and ed before taking the bus home (:
glad that i studied quite a bit, and more studying tomorrow! 

ohgosh, mugger spirit! (:

"I'd Do Anything"-Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you
Nanana (....)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (....)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know
I won't forget you

captured at 22:26.
steamboat!


Saturday, February 20, 2010

 
i loved this movie! it's been a long time since a movie touched my heart <3
it's really nice i think (: 
go watch okay! you dont have to watch it with a loved one, you can watch it with your loved ones! :D like friends!
i watched it, with wanleng, huiyi, gwen, emma, ele, linghui and laury :D
linghui had to leave early for church stuff ):
and i got to see my beloved elaine in co body today (: missed her so much sia!

then we went over to gwen's place for steamboat, hahahhaa, ate so much that i feel like a stuffed animal :D
then kelly came over really late, when we were all full hahhah!
and and, we played blackjack (:
won arnd a dollar plus (: hahhahaha not bad ahhhs :D

im excited over the fact that we have so many activities planned (: excited!
and im going to see my dear 6teen tomorrow after 1 mth plus! <3

oh, and im like seeing pda-s in front of my lift for 2 days in a row O:
ohmy ohmy, what's wrong with my neighbourhood sia.

captured at 00:24.
it's weird not blogging for a few days


Friday, February 19, 2010

grah, i wanted to have a long pictorial post here, but i cant find my card reader ): hmmmm oh wells, shall start updating from chu yi!

Day One!
it was sort of a boring day, because we just waited for gugu to come for lunch. 
i always love it when she comes, it makes me happy (: because although we only see each other arnd once a year, but it's nice talking to her, and know what's up with her (: 
hope everything goes well for her though, she kinda hit on a rough patch, 
and im hoping things would be alright.

then since chu yi falls on vday which is er yi's bday, we went over to her house for dinner (: 
lao-ed yusheng, as well as had a bday celebration for her (: 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ER YI!

Day Two!
Went to Edwin's place, had buffet lunch :] 
and my main entertainment of the day came from my dear Shanice, who is super cute <3 watched madagascar 2 with her and ohmy, she was super hyper! (: 
and that edwin gorgor damn mean, he wanted me to say 10 cny wishes before i could collect my angpow ): haiyo, everytime must bully me like that de!

then went over to gu po's place with daddy. and once again, i did what i do best, playing with kids. 
and i swear, biao shu's son, matthew, is damn cute! he is super photogenic, and ohmy his smile makes me happy (:  
PS: he's only 7 and he can dian ppl alrd! 
and biaoshu's daughter who's 1, dances to sorry sorry! cute ttm sia! 
they seriously made my day, though it was kinda boring over at gu po's place :/ oh wells hahah:D
Day Three!
Went to Kuan's place, and attempted to play poker. 
but since i was playing with people who are super not on, we got bored ): 
watching the adults play in between was fun (: 
they were super high over it can! 
hahahah, then afterwards went to meet gugu and biaogu with daddy to watch 14 blades together! 
it was seriously a good show, and i really liked the show (Y) 

Day Four!
met kuku in the morn, and i had to treat him to starbucks because he actually was early, he reached at 10.58am when we were supposed to meet at 11am. 
he took cab just for starbucks! ): 
oh wells, and then went down to meet yeesin, and we saw marc at the bus stop, so the 4 of us bused down to tamp to meet the rest, marshall, caiyan, jessica, felicia, jiamin, melissa and marcus. 
bused down to clement's place where xiaoxiao was alrd there, then jiamin, melissa, sijia, jeant and kaleryn came afterwards :]

clement's place maciam gambling den, got mj, bj, in between, poker, taiti etc etc. 
hahahhaha, we all like gamblers sia, and i lost the most in the last round of bj, because stupic eric had to come O: 
ahahhaha no la, because when he came, just nice i banker, then he bet 1 buck. end up he got 2 aces, so i had to pay him triple. 
and in that round, almost everybody i had to pay double. 
which means i was damn suay. 
then next round eric bj! 
haiz, so suay again, lost a total of 15 bucks that day, due to the fact that i lost alot in taiti and the bj! 
hahahha at first poker i got win one lor! ):
oh wells,we went to ehub afterwards to eat bbq chicken, and eric treated me (: 
THANKS EH! :D oh wells, he like won so much from me!

then we went to the arcade till ten plus, and the rest went bowling while jessica, felicia, edmund and i headed home. hahahah, lol at edmund who was trying to teach me lang ystd! 
but not bad, at least i learnt a little bit of lang :D

Day Five!
Okay, that's today :] went back to school to study with kal, yeesin, sher, marcus, caiyan, marshall, edmund, kelvin and jessica (: 
and studying with them was super hilarious, edmund and marshall were super duper funny sia! HAHAHAHAHAHAH:D explicit details shall not be revealed here, but all in all, it was just damn funny! HAHA!
then some of them went to the roof top, but then i didnt dare to climb up the ladder, so ohwells :] 
sat at the staircase there with jessica and kelvin while waiting for them to come down. 
injured my right hand while catching edmund's bag from the top, and i swear, my hand pain now sia ):
went for dinner opp sch before heading home with kal (: 
i really love hthts on the bus <3

Can't wait for tomorrow, steamboat with the h12 girls! <3
i finally finished typing this in one hour because i keep getting distracted by online stuffs hahhaha :D 
and i want my card reader! ):

captured at 01:07.
i shall share my fave love song on vday :>


Sunday, February 14, 2010

(forever love 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心
(两个人的烟火 黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做
(如果.爱 张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉
(童话 光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
(很爱很爱你 刘若英)
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心
(我愿意 王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意 为你
(好想好想 古巨基)
好想好想 好想好想
好想好想和你在一起
(明天我要嫁给你了 周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动
(不得不爱 潘玮柏/弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
(阴天 莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面
(飞机场的10:30 陶喆)
baby baby baby baby 
O baby baby O baby
是不是拥有以后就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题
(那么爱你为什么 黄品源/莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什么
(你怎么舍得我难过 黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过
(爱我别走 张震岳)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔
(让我欢喜让我忧 周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
(原来你什么都不想要 张惠妹)
原来你什么都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什么都不想要
(用心良苦 张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要
(祝福 张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远 
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节
(吻别 张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲
(把悲伤留给自己 陈升)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
(征服 那英)
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂
(听海 张惠妹)
听海哭的声音
叹惜着谁又被伤了心
(味道 辛晓琪)
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道
(我怀念的 孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
(领悟 辛晓琪)
我多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦
(月亮惹的祸 张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动
(我们的爱 fir)
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖
(你把我灌醉 黄大炜)
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎
爱得收不回
(眼泪 范晓萱)
oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪
(情非得已 庾澄庆)
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
(你是如此难以忘记 梁朝伟)
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息
(心太软 任贤齐)
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强
(forever love 王力宏)
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love 

captured at 14:43.
CNY EVE (Y)


Saturday, February 13, 2010

woooooo it's finally cny eve, and i love the slack slack feeling, except for the fact that ive got to study when the celebrations are over!

so today was sort of a busy day, went down to buy my baking stuff, and then finally i started baking. it was a success, contrary to the beliefs of certain skeptics-.- oh wells, still, they were edible and to a certain extent, taste quite awesome (:

lalala, im happy so far :] cant wait for tuan yuan fan tonight! :D and visiting tmr! :D

captured at 16:17.
shopping in a different sense.



today was a total slack day. :]
bcs for less than an hour, then lunched with the girls (: 
oh and i got another C for my web project-.- oh wells, hope i can do well for other subjects to pull up my overall gpa :/
my dear yeesin came to meet me to pass me a small vday gift that was enough to make my day (: love her so much <3
then went to meet edmund to take 168 tgt, because the super nice me kindly obliged to ms chervyn tng's request of meeting her in woodlands before heading down to orchard tgt hahah(: yeah and yay love her for pei-ing me to orchard for like the second time in a week (:
finally got a dress from f21, plus a cool studded belt (: and i was damn happy because i saw chinpei and chengmun at wisma! and i received my second vday present from moony (: in all, i was just darn happy to see so many people around, i saw angela, si'en around in town too haha. 
@chinpei: we have a lot of catching up to do :D
then we went far east, hoping to get a mani, but everywhr had that 5 bucks surcharge, so end up we gave up and went home hahaha.

then went chongpang with family to do some last min cny shopping, and thr were lots of stamping of feet and banging and being pushed around by each other ): well, not that im a spoilt brat and i hate markets, but yeah, just disliked the feeling. but i was being a good girl and pei-ed mum and dad to carry lots of stuff! bought loads of cny foodstuffs for tmr's tuan yuan fan, and chu yi's lunch whr mummy's gonna cook! YAY :D

and stupid edmund koh cheat my feelings today ): haiyo ):

captured at 00:18.
post number 300!


Friday, February 12, 2010

today was a good day. a superb one in fact :]
first up, i got back my micro coursework grades. A for portfolio, and A for overall coursework grade! (:
then during socio, ms chin said that she felt that our grp was the best among the grps in her classes, and i felt so happy because we were a super last minute group (: but we got an average of B for the grp work, and i hope i can get a B+ for this subject :D
then there was psycho! amazingly, our group did well. though we were the last group, mr noor said that we were an excellent closing and we did an excellent job (: which means good news for us? (:
went for dinner and k session at northpoint with cheeming and james, colin couldnt come cos he had to go home for spring cleaning. and singing with them was really damn fun, and i sang qing ge wang, the whole song this time :D whee~ i miss singing k so much!~

THE THREE GRP MEMBERS WHO KEEP BULLYING ME: JAMES, CHEEMING AND COLIN :D

i hope this happy spirit will continue (: 
meeting chervyn dear tmr <3 whee~
you were part of my happy day :]

captured at 00:44.
ramennnnnnnnnn ^.^v


Wednesday, February 10, 2010

today was a good good day for me :D

CS Interview role play turned out fabulous, and for my group, helmi and i "got the job" after evaluation from ms shirley, meaning we did pretty well in the interview among our group members (:
then GTT test was awesome, i spent 8 mins for a 1hr test, and got 43/50. How awesome is that :D so together with my previous test, i got a total of 89 marks for GTT online test (: YAY!
oh and ms helwina said that the flights for the msia trip are determined by our current classes,which means im going on the 2nd week! I AM VERY HAPPY because i will most probably not have to miss camp if there it going to be one! :D

went to eat AJISEN RAMEN with kelly, gwen, wanleng, sammy, ele, emma and laury:> finally satisfied my craving for both ramen and sushi as i ordered califonia maki for my side dish hehheh :D surprised kelly with a bday cake too (: lemon cheesecake, i love that too wahahahah:D glad she liked the whole thing (:
walked arnd T1 before heading home. im like finally home before 9? hahahahha:D it's like the first time in idk when.

AND OHMY I GOT A FUCKING C+ FOR MY GTT. OHMY ): not very happy now. my first C+ leh. hope i get enough As to pull my GPA up, if not i will go bang wall and cry ):

i will learn how to get used to it. i will.

captured at 21:05.
nightmares ):



okay, i had 2 nightmares, and the freaky thing is they were related to today's roleplay and tmr's psych presentation.
and somehow, i always dream about stuffs that i dread, or im afraid of, especially in the course of this AY. maybe my stress level had hit an all time high, or im just weaker at handling my academic and emotional stress. i really don't know. but oh wells, i need to get ready for cs2 roleplay(this word always remind me of kuku because he said smth kuku ystd-.-) and gtt test (:
and dinner with the girls tonight and karaoke with the guys tmr! :D whee~ excited! i just cant wait for tomorrow to come, so that it will mean that everything, all the tests and presentations will be officially over (:
but at the same time... i will mean that this AY is coming to an end, and grah, we'll have to split classes le ): ohmy ohmy O:

captured at 10:53.
cravings :>


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

went to school for psycho meeting, then OB revision lecture. fell asleep, because it was really boring.
met up with kaleryn, yeesin and edmund for studying session, and at least i sort of finished my studying for GTT. shall read it through again, and yes i need to look through my cover letter and resume. hope tmr's interview will be a breeze :D

talking to huiyi is not good. now i have cravings for ramen and sushi. grah!

captured at 23:05.
this is why i love you.



sugarloafed in noon with a lot of salvo people (:
chiawei, marcus, ruohan, jiamin, jeant, sijia, ruth, amanda, yeesin, lynette, karen, marshall, caiyan, marc, kelvin, peiyin, edmund, liyen and charmaine choo :D that's like a lot of people yeah? :D had pasta salad, some strawberry sparkler thing, and a crumble :D it was so yummy, and hahahah i had a sugar rush attack singing songs with jeant who was super crazy hahha! sijia is the girl with a broken smile, and chiawei is gay chiawei :D

went to meet linghui and gwen for ob, and we got back our ob results, i got an A woohoo:D and so if i do well for my test, i hope i can get A for the exam combined too :D had micro lec which was BORING, and then waited for an hour for the SL briefing.

went to met caiyan and jessica at proj room cos kal, edmund, peiyin and marshall went macs to eat. studied and crapped abit before heading home. popped by jacq's place for some htht, and i realised i lost smth dear to me ): very upset O: oh wells, im gna do smth to cheat myself, grah. thanks babe for always being there, and the big big hug from you, you always make me feel loved <3

and now, i shall go slp, because imma sleepy girl.

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happy birthday to my blog :D


Monday, February 8, 2010

hahahah, it's been one year since this gay blog existed hahahah:D
technically it should be 7th feb, but it's past 12am (:

commskills test was gay ttm, and i dont expect to be able to do well for it, because i didnt study much for it. ate indian food and A1 with classmates, then took 23 with emma, lh and gwen to boon keng(:
spent 55.80 on a whole set of suit, blazer and pants at wingtai, then went town to meet chervyn :]
bought a vest, a dress, a bag, a pair of shoes, and bangles for cny :D then went to amk to meet kuan. hahahah i think i very lucky, got free labour help me carry all my shopping stuff hehheh :D
and im officially in love with peach green tea from koi :D it's really really yummy <3
watched pandorum, but i fell asleep cos i was too sleepy ):

worked today, and shopped some more :D i think i've spent like loads of money this week! but it's okay, because it's for cny woohoo :D

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last lap.


Saturday, February 6, 2010

well, after tomorrow, vivian will be a much happier girl than she has been the past few weeks :] 
because it's the last lap, with one more test, a presentation, and interview roleplay :D and this sem would be over (:

had bcs presentation today, which was total crap. today practically spent the whole day attempting to study bcs, but too bad, my brain just dont want to let bcs enter my brain :/ nothing could get in i tell you, and i gave up 1 hr before the paper and just chatted with the girls before going for the paper. left the lt at 7, because i know stay the whole hour also no use lor. 

went for extra training today, was kinda happy, because the lang people very nice, will make time to let me play my li shi chang he cos im the only one thr today! played xuan and bdazu too, which made me happy too :D was a little disappointed with some stuffs, but i know i cannot do anything to change it, disappointed also no use bah.

then homed with yeesin and ruohan, and dropped off at khatib to go meet daddy (: and it was a good thing meeting daddy because i would have to go home alone, and i wasnt fond of that idea today hahah:D
grah, it's 1am and i cant be bothered to study commskills. 
die la tmr, now all i want is play, not test on a fine saturday morning :/

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irritations


Thursday, February 4, 2010

i really dont like constructions around my place.
there's alot of irritations.
1) health irritations-my eyes, my nose, my skin.
2) noise irritations-the constant drilling
3) public irritations-there are people who will keep staring at you as if they've nvr seen a girl before. wtf.
seeeeee, what's the point of having so much constructions? ): 
my rashes are giving me loads of problems again luh ><

today was slack like nobody's business. micro, socio, psycho, all slack slack de (:
good thing is k session next thursday is confirmed with the psycho guys :D yay really excited, and i conned them into coming to yishun so i could walk home :D teehee, privilege of being the only girl+leader :D

decided not to go for training today, cos needed to study for bcs and do bcs ppts. should do them soon, so i have time to study tonight. maybe tmr night then go down for training bah. (: 
oh shit, i havent studied for cs. greatttttttt.

captured at 19:30.
confusion



i dont know what to say. i dont know what to feel.

today went to school for the measurement shit, was irritated by certain people :/
went engine for the first time to makan, then went bistro for ice cream (:
gtt lasted for like half an hour-.-
was talking and chatting with huiyi till it was time for salvo.

today was preview. and i realy have nth much to say about anything because im really not in the mood for it.
didnt go for dinner, was sick and needed to study for psycho btw :/ 
grah, salvo ended really late today >.< left school at arnd 10 plus?
why is it that i got smth i really wanted, but yet i feel upset? do i really want it?

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cant help this feeling


Wednesday, February 3, 2010

today was fine, ob lecture, followed by studying session, then extra training for first score. only 5 people came, and erm, i just have nth to say bah. ended up practising alone in studio 8.
post training was erm, not so good. htht with yeesin was good, and now i have a spinning headache, which is not good ):
i just realised i have been procrastinating too much. i should study. 4 tests this week. damn.

是我变了,还是你变了?或许我们都没变,或许这一切都只是我的幻觉。
i am nobody's somebody ):

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dizziness.


Tuesday, February 2, 2010

chionged to school early in the morning to submit bcs. was late for 5 mins though :/ hope she accepts it ):
then ate breakfast with wanleng and linghui before meeting sammy and huiyi to finish up gtt.
hate it with the one mb limit shit O: print screen ftw i tell you. the size ended up being 979kb. awesome or what? (:
then fell asleep during micro, the lecturer even asked if i needed coffee. malu ttm pls. ):

training was kinda upsetting for me. the attempt to learn the actions almost killed me. plus the lack of food in my tummy made things worse and i seriously felt damn uncomfortable and felt like puking.
watched the senior's preview, and i thought that they were not bad (: some stuffs happened though, and i hope everything will work out bah :/ still, was pretty awestruck by some of the scores :D

then yeah, so my plan to go home early has not worked yet, because i end up eating as im too hungry ):
and now, im just a girl who lacks sleep. O: wait, work is not done yet. how nice.
and im too bored to add colours. sleepy now ):

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Vivian Phang
i am turning 18 on 29/09 this year, and i'm a libra baby. i was in northland pri, then st nicholas girls' where i was from huahui. currently a HTM student in temasek poly and in the awesome cca salvodrums. i love my 6teenforever and tension and salvoians , and i love being free.
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