someone get me out of this mess.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Everything is totally screwed.

Why did I choose to come Poly when a JC education is so much cheaper?
Why did I enter such a costly diploma when there are so many others to choose from?
Why am I such a spendthrift?
Why can't I be more hardworking and worked more when I could?

I'm afraid, but I can't show it to my family.
I don't want them to worry anymore.
My sister's condition, the prospective bills that will come.
I've had it.
And the only good thing about writing out all these here, is knowing that they will never read it.
Fuck everything.

captured at 13:16.

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Vivian Phang
i am turning 18 on 29/09 this year, and i'm a libra baby. i was in northland pri, then st nicholas girls' where i was from huahui. currently a HTM student in temasek poly and in the awesome cca salvodrums. i love my 6teenforever and tension and salvoians , and i love being free.

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