shitty feeling all over :/
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
rah rah rah.
i dont know how to feel, or what to feel already.
sometimes, im just too tired to even feel anything. or i just grew used to every little thing that's making me upset.
though OB was fine today, with lots of laughter, i just felt terrible when i couldnt play the score out just now during training. i felt so so so terrible from within. i tried, i really did, i just cant get it right.
so much stuffs to be busy with, and sometimes im so sick and tired of everything. perhaps it's time that i took a break. but when can i ever find time to with so many things piling up?
and i realised i cant be bothered to add in colours in my posts anymore. perhaps my life is too dull already.
captured at 00:12.
