negative vibes
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
i know i have been really negative for the past few days.
project deadlines, presentations, inability to play score, and all my weird thoughts running wild doesnt make things any better.
and i really tried to be positive about things. i really really tried, but whenever i realised that things arent going as well as i think, i get despaired, and i really wanna give up.
somehow i wonder what am i doing with my life now.
i know i have great friends around me who are supporting me and cheering me up whenever im down, i know there are people i can count on when i need someone to rant to. but somehow nothing seems to be able to cheer me up as well as simple stuff could in the past.
the negativity is so strong that i really hate it.
the only 2 things that made me slightly better today was psycho meeting, we were so excited about going to sing k after our presentation. and being able to play the full learnt score during the preview. heaved a sigh of relief when we managed to finish playing without having marc cutting us in the middle.
okayy, i guess i need to start with my work. decided to go for dinner cos i was starving, and now im kinda regretting it:/ need to do sociology grah.
captured at 00:26.
