i had a dream
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
a dream so vivid, such that the sense of loss was so strong well after hours i woke up.
so, i dreamt that i was taking the train home with a whole group of people, until i was left with someone, and we alighted at yck mrt to go nyp. then in nyp, for some reason, this person just walked away, and never came back. i went home on my own, and the sense of loss was so so so strong. i woke up, feeling really upset about this. and the worse thing? this person was super nice to me prior to the walking away, like offering to buy me breakfast the next morning.
this dream is really really vivid that i got scared. can someone tell me why? i think this dream represents to real me. i can be independent, but i just dont like the feeling of being abandoned, or left aside.
and im fucking irritated by someone in my CS2 group. no worries, everyone knows who he is. fucking fucking fucking irritating.
so, i dreamt that i was taking the train home with a whole group of people, until i was left with someone, and we alighted at yck mrt to go nyp. then in nyp, for some reason, this person just walked away, and never came back. i went home on my own, and the sense of loss was so so so strong. i woke up, feeling really upset about this. and the worse thing? this person was super nice to me prior to the walking away, like offering to buy me breakfast the next morning.
this dream is really really vivid that i got scared. can someone tell me why? i think this dream represents to real me. i can be independent, but i just dont like the feeling of being abandoned, or left aside.
and im fucking irritated by someone in my CS2 group. no worries, everyone knows who he is.
captured at 12:54.
