pictorial update of ystd (:

Sunday, January 31, 2010

today was a real boring day cos i stayed at home all day. and i havent started with my work yet. omg, how sia ): i think i will stay up tonight, because somehow i thrive best at night. (:

oh and i have to study :/

Pictures from ystd :D

after the performance (:

my dear girls (:

the birthday boy (:

and i really like this picture :D i think i look good in it hahahah:D

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cousin's 21st plus a super busy day.

well didnt manage to do a proper post ystd, anyways, im not that pissed off anymore. (:

ystd was freebie friday by tpsu, so i went to get freebies, and helium balloons (: hahahah lots of video up on fb, and my video is in the link below! :D we were having fun with the helium voice and conclusion is: sammy is more act cute with the balloons!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=276265895687&ref=mf

so ystd celebrated geokhan's 21st birthday at her house thr (: it was a diff kind of 21st i've seen, smth very cosy, with just a few close friends and having fun. not that it's bad that there's a lot of people, but she wasnt as busy and could really sit down and talk to her friends (: which was good :D

had fun playing with kuan's iphone. btw, im going to save up for an ipod touch!

after thailand trip! :D

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEOKHAN :D ENJOY YOUR ADULTHOOD! :D

so so so, today was a hyper busy day.

went back to school for BCS at 9am ohmytian. woke up like super early and i almost missed my stop ):

anyways, so not bad, managed to finish collating everything, now just left reference links and features and we'll be done :D how awesome is that? :D

then we also started on gtt, though got abit of hiccups here and there, im guessing that things would go pretty well (:

ate lunch with sammy at bishan before going to work, and ohmans, working today was so fun, because i worked with zana babe <3 i miss her like ohmy alot!

worked for 4 hrs, then went down to woodlands to meet the salvo people and also go buy cake for the birthday people (: clement marcus and kaleryn pei-ed me to rp first, but then salvo has a super bad habit of tuo-ing, end up we couldnt cut the cake before the concert, and had to rush ):

but ohmy the concert was really awesome, and i was really really impressed, like WOW. it was so interesting seeing primary sch kids and sec sch kids playing, and i was really impressed by them. oh and we saw a child prodigy! he was like "performing" during the interval and he damn cute can! can even do those damn seh ending post! oh and we gave them sunflowers which kal and i were busy cam-whoring with.

I REALLY LOVE SUNFLOWERS. :D

waited for them to come out and take pictures, and also cut cake for yuanwei and ziying (: then we waited for ruohan and marc to come out to eat dinner (: had super bad gastric pains cos i forgot to eat before the concert O:

the tamp ppl had to leave first, cos they needed to catch the last bus, so ended up only left jeant, jiamin, marc, ruohan, edmund, kaleryn, yeesin, chiawei and me to go 515 makan (: took cab home with yeesin, chiawei and ruohan, and now im happily home, and im gonna sleep til i shuang tmr before chionging GTT (: and maybe town-ing with chervyn (: yay imma happy girl today :D

OHOH and kal and i were like twins today, both wear a white and black combi, with butterfly stretch belt. and we wore black cardi also. ohmytian, kaleryn is my twin today :D

Camwhore with sunflowers :D

if only the flowers were for me! teehee :D

oh and happy birthday to TANYUANWEI :D

~~what would i do without you? ):~~

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pissed off

Saturday, January 30, 2010

i know i shouldnt be pissed off, but still i really cant help it.
first, you lecture me over alcohol (like wtf?)
and you have the habit of taking things that are shared. so now what? can you at least tell me that you took it? and not just informing me when i need it. great, i cant have what i want now.
just damn fucking pissed off, and i know i shouldnt be, because it's part of my resolution. thats why im ranting it here. fuck it.

and i hate my desktop. just dislike my friday today, because somehow things dont seem to be going my way. grah.
im still fucking pissed off :/

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coach carterrrrrrr!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

finally one presentation down, done with sociology :D

and today my grp keeps bullying me just because i shot another team down during their presentation. but thinking in another way, it's a good thing that we're in the same group, we didnt get slammed as much hahahah:D

then psycho was not bad, and i kena bullied by my grp members again. guess this is what happens when you're in an all guys group LOL.

last lecture today, last psycho picnic session with bryan and guys ): abit sad leh.

the term's ending in 2 weeks time. and i still have 4 projects left, 4 Tests and 2 Exam papers left. comeon! tomorrow die die also must chiong for BCS, if not really die. i hope we all can do it (: jiayou groupmates! :D

and in 2 weeks' time, i've to start saying goodbyes... i've come to enjoy my sociology lessons, my psychology lessons, and also H12. i guess i will really miss everything so much when this term is really over in 2 weeks' time...

and i need HTHTs. shertang, im waiting <3

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actions and scores

apparently my plan to come home early always dont work out, cos i end up going to s11 to eat-.-

but at least i save more money than going to macs luh.

well, commskills sucked as usual, msn-ed with huiyi, telling each other how loud we typed LOL.

then pei-ed her to iit to find stefan before i went back business lab to do gtt.

learnt actions for first score today, and well there was no preview today, but was pretty happy that we learnt quite abit of the actions le. need to brush them up more though :/ grah.

tomorrow is submission for microecons, and sociology presentation! ohmyohmy, after this, i need to chiong GTT and BCS alrd. comeon vivian, i can do it :D

im like planning stuffs in advance such that i'll have things to look forward to (: like shopping trips, k sessions, and eating out sessions which will happen most probably after the salvo concert ): poof oh wells, better than never right? :D

my mood seems to be like a rollercoaster, up and down, and i dont know where i am now. guess last week was kind of an 'off' week for me.

and pssst, i think clement looks ABIT like renguangxi. how sia. hahahaha, clement ah clement, you become my eye candy alrd la hahahahahahhaha:D i was telling him this the whole day today to make him happy. see i so nice :D

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udders :D

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

school was alright, had ssm briefing, then went to novena with family (:

okay, though there's nth much to say, but i just wanna tell them that im really really thankful for having them in my yr1 life, because without them, the whole year would not be as awesome as it had been. amazingly, this ay is going to end soon, and so is our class ): rather upset that we may have to go to different classes, but hope that we'd still find time and catch up in the future(: Love you girls alot (:

went cotton on, went udders, and survived a bus trip home (:

today's been a great day so far, but it's going to end because i am going to start doing my work. ~~i hope.~~

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going for kota kinabalu (:

just did my selection, so i think im more or less in the malaysia thing alrd (:

today was a fine day in school, had comskills meeting to watch that weirdo video, and then OB, and then microecons lecture which ended really early cos it was mr wong who conducted the lecture (: huiyi and i were too busy playing word warp to pay attention to what he was saying actually.

then had cca. some unfortunate stuffs happened though, and hadi was sent to the hospital cos he dislocated his arm as the drum fell off him. ): it was scary seeing what happened :/

and we tried to learn to tiao4 gu3 today, and apparently i think i damn fail. i kept knocking my shin against the gu3 bian1, so ended up my shin is like full of bruises and some of them are even swollen. and it's still very painful ):

we finished learning 1st score today :D but the playing was not very good luh, in the sense that we kept forgetting some of the parts. but i shall try my best to remember them, so i can play them out on wednesday (: hoping that our 1st score will do well in the preview next week :/

initially wanted to skip dinner to rush home to talk to mum and pops abt the overseas edu thing, but then as i talked to them on the phone, my parents supported my decision, and so i realised i didnt have to rush home anymore. ended up eating dinner with ruohan at s11, and i made it home to be one of the kiasu kids to sign up for the edu trip(:

grah, my shin is still painful now ): looks like i've to wear leggings tmr to cover up :/ poof.

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Monday, January 25, 2010

i cant get this song outta my head :D

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sunday routines

i realised that for the past 3 sundays, my routine has been pretty much the same. and i really have alot of stuff to talk about it.

1) I really dont like taking trains on Sunday nights.

I'm not going to state the reason here, but if you know what the reason is, i'm pretty much sure you know what i mean. Also, certain people take up lots of space and blocks the way such that people are cramming up at the entrance. worse still if you have alcohol around. urgh.

2) I really cant stand the couple who PDAs at the entrance of my lift.

I saw them last week, sitting on the staircase in front of my lift making out. and when i came out, they were staring at me. they were like this 15-16 yr old malay couple? ohmyyyy. and worse, the guy was topless today. and i saw them again. omfg. seriously, i really would like to ask them to get a room, ~~but i have no balls.~~

3) work was bad, as usual.

today i realised how pesky kids can be. This boy, he tugged on the big big poster and he dropped. and apparently the mother didnt even chide her child. she didnt even apologise. she just walked off without saying anything. this is so irritating, apparently this is how their upbringing is like.

oh speaking of kids, i remembered something damn funny last night. hahaha:D

cos there was this little kid at songleng's chalet last night, and she damn cute, she waved and high-fived everyone. except yuanwei. hahahaha! apparently we thought she didnt like guys, but we tried asking edmund and bryden to try waving to her, and she waved back! so we determined it was yuanwei's problem. hahah:D i think it's his fault la! yuanwei tried hiding behind me with his hand out in hope that she would high-five him, and she did. haiz yuanwei ah yuanwei, you sad case la hahaahhaha:D

~~im still kinda upset from some stuffs ystd :/ grahhhhhhhh.~~

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after drinking...

Sunday, January 24, 2010

decided to blog while waiting for my damn hair to dry.

didnt go eehui's place today, so ended up doing my work at home and watched the 1st 2 eps of 下一站，幸福。

met kaleryn and liyen at pasir ris mrt before yuanwei came, then went to ehub to meet sijia, jiamin, ziying, jeant and pengsong before heading to the chalet together (: bbq-ed a little here and there, and also sat around practicing our scores hahaahha! oh and we started drinking, like gin mix random drinks, and i tried abit of the regal chevis thing. it was nice :D

then we sang bday song for songleng, charmaine koh was like super nice, she asked her mum and sis to deliver a bday cake for songleng knowing that he didnt prepare one! ohmy she's super niceeee! after that, the fun started!

they had these foam sprays, so alot of people kena a lot, especially people like liyen, chiawei and edmund hahah! somehow, someway, we started playing with water, and a lot of us got damn wet! hahaha, edmund chiawei play until super crazy, and hahahah, we kept mopping up the floor with the towels cos it was almost flooding hahah!

then we practically went crazy, and played for close to 2 hours? hahahh:D well unfortunately some stuffs happened, and then we ended up cleaning up the place as a whole group, and we really all chop chop get our stuffs done so songleng could check out soon (: it was really nice (: hahaha then the the guys like loaned the girls their tshirts and jackets cos we were really wet! thanks guys for the gesture (:

then as it was too late so after taking 21 with liyen to tamp, chiawei, kal, edmund and i took cab back.

dropped off at chongpang, and i took like 20 plus mins to walk home-.-

i think edmund and kaleryn reached home earlier than me can-.-

okay, my hair is like dry now, so i can go slp already (:

work tomorrow! need to slp early!

Happy Birthday to Songleng (21st bdayyyyy)! :D

Happy birthday to Ziying (18th bdayyyyy)! :D

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autumn's concerto

Saturday, January 23, 2010

most people would know i'm not a ou xiang ju kind of girl, like i wont go and zhui those taiwan idol dramas. However, there were only a couple that really caught my eye. and one more just did today (:

was watching autumn's concerto today on ch 56, and i liked it immediately that i'm watching it on pps now (:

from 仲天骐 to 纪存希 to 任光晞！:D awesome much yeah :D

and the song is very nice :D

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back home to sn huahui

in a much better mood today :D

went back to sn today to talk to the juniors in huahui, and i tell you, the huahui spirit could really be felt. seriously. because wanglaoshi just needed to ask for us to come back, and ended up there were so many seniors who went back! including big red, light blues, greys, reds, yellows and dark blues. 6 different badges, but all came back for just one reason: huahui's pride and joy, qihang.

though we dont know ask going back would help them in anyway or not, but sincerely hoping for them to buck up, and make our dream a success. (:

we sang qihang song and hui ge, i was so surprised that i remembered the lyrics and actions!

went home to bathe before meeting kal to go for sl's chalet (: it was darn funny, whatever happened in the room... it was damn RA. HAHAHAHHA:D taupoks and uh traumatising stuffs. omtt. but i left early, cos i decided that i wna spend tmr morn doing my work, so i need not worry about them on sunday when im working (:

guess happiness comes in many little ways, just that i couldnt feel them when im upset. (: i shall try to inject this positive mood in my work, and things will be so much better (:

会歌：

别再保持沉默快和我跳起舞

全华会已经随着音乐在摆动

别让心情沉重别站立着不动

留一些空间让你我心情放松

没有回忆的感动就让歌声带动节奏

这种感觉从来都没有

1，2，3 Hey！

全华会跟着我在摇摆

青春的舞让你我跳起来

爱和希望从此凝天窗直投你胸怀

全华会跟着我在摇摆

青春的舞让你我跳起来

爱和希望从此凝天窗直投你胸怀

华会 Oi！

华会Oi！

华会 ABBA!

启航歌

看我满怀理想往这世界里面闯

站在广大的台上尽情演出散发光芒

大家齐聚一堂心连心实现梦想

抱着同一个理想共同进退展翅飞翔

启航！启航！

比起来真是不同凡响跟着我们让心情奔放

沉浸在快乐的时光 Woah~

我的心和你一起奔放没人能挡在我的前方

路越难走我越坚强

启航，哇！无法挡！

它的魅力不寻常华会团结是力量

高声欢呼：

这是我们的启航！

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hair grows from the ends-samantha lim jia yi

Friday, January 22, 2010

sammy is the best.

she thought that hair grew from the ends and nails grew from the white part. how smart.

great laugh during lunch ystd and it's still a great joke among us hahaha:D

and mum was cute, she said she wants to go watch MY EX with me, just because i said i wanted to. but i too scared la heh. my level stays at stupid shows like drag me to hell.

and dad actually, for the first time asked me if i had enough money to spend. yay!

yesterday was a generally better day than tues and wed.

and my psycho group will go out after our presentation :D wheee~ singing k with many people in feb, and it's making me very happy . too bad i have to wait till february. grah.

sociology essay and commskills settled today (:

and back to SN later(:

songleng's 21st bday bbq later (:

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negative vibes

Thursday, January 21, 2010

i know i have been really negative for the past few days.

project deadlines, presentations, inability to play score, and all my weird thoughts running wild doesnt make things any better.

and i ~~really tried~~ to be positive about things. i really really tried, but whenever i realised that things arent going as well as i think, i get despaired, and i really wanna give up.

somehow i wonder what am i doing with my life now.

i know i have great friends around me who are supporting me and cheering me up whenever im down, i know there are people i can count on when i need someone to rant to. but somehow nothing seems to be able to cheer me up as well as simple stuff could in the past.

~~not a smile, not ice cream, not my favourite people.(well, not enough to bring me back to being really happy)~~

the negativity is so strong that i really hate it.

the only 2 things that made me slightly better today was psycho meeting, we were so excited about going to sing k after our presentation. and being able to play the full learnt score during the preview. heaved a sigh of relief when we managed to finish playing without having marc cutting us in the middle.

okayy, i guess i need to start with my work. decided to go for dinner cos i was starving, and now im kinda regretting it:/ need to do sociology grah.

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the tears that are welling up.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

i really cant take it anymore.
louis texted us abruptly to tell us that he is quitting the course. and so now what? after all we have done, after all the effort we have put in, now you say you quit? CMSK is a highly dependent grpwork, and now you say you are going to withdraw. tyvm.
you have successfully made me cry over schoolwork. you are the first.

i really need a break when all this is over.

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

"Behind every beautiful rainbow, there's a thunderstorm. I always used to say this phrase every now and then because I believe that every sad thing that happens to you will get you something good in return."
-quoted from Huiyi's blog.

somehow, this made me feel slightly better. and i hope this is true (:

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i cant get the feeling outta my head.

i seriously feel really lousy, and i dont even know where to start. i dont even know how exactly this feeling came about. damn it. it's affecting me so much that i cant seem to be bothered to start with my work. someone tell me how sia ):

~~i feel like crying alrd.~~

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i had a dream

a dream so vivid, such that the sense of loss was so strong well after hours i woke up.

so, i dreamt that i was taking the train home with a whole group of people, until i was left with someone, and we alighted at yck mrt to go nyp. then in nyp, for some reason, this person just walked away, and never came back. i went home on my own, and the sense of loss was so so so strong. i woke up, feeling really upset about this. and the worse thing? this person was super nice to me prior to the walking away, like offering to buy me breakfast the next morning.
this dream is really really vivid that i got scared. can someone tell me why? i think this dream represents to real me. i can be independent, but i just dont like the feeling of being abandoned, or left aside.

and im fucking irritated by someone in my CS2 group. no worries, everyone knows who he is. ~~fucking fucking fucking irritating.~~

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shitty feeling all over :/

rah rah rah.

i dont know how to feel, or what to feel already.

sometimes, im just too tired to even feel anything. or i just grew used to every little thing that's making me upset.

though OB was fine today, with lots of laughter, i just felt terrible when i couldnt play the score out just now during training. i felt so so so terrible from within. ~~i tried, i really did, i just cant get it right.~~

so much stuffs to be busy with, and sometimes im so sick and tired of everything. perhaps it's time that i took a break. but when can i ever find time to with so many things piling up?

~~so many things running through my mind. grah.~~

and i realised i cant be bothered to add in colours in my posts anymore. perhaps my life is too dull already.

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knnbccb customers.

Monday, January 18, 2010

yesterday was productive at eehui's place, but i realised i forgot to do something due tomorrow:/ rahh, shall do it tomorrow after cca or smth.

and met up with psych grp members at cpf macs at 9 this morn, and im glad we somehow got most of the stuff done :]

work was seriously fucked up. customers are always right. BULLSHIT. fuck la, what gives you the right to scold me like there was no tomorrow? what gives you the right to make everyone turn their heads and stare at me as if i was at fault? fuck. which part of company policy do you not understand? oh wait, your english sucks. fuck la seriously. hate it so much when there are fucking customers like that who thinks that they are always right. freakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.damn fucking pissed off.

and we confirmed merging into mega store. oh dear, changes again. im so sick and tired of changes in the store. oh wait, arent changes part and parcel of life? i just dont like it. the condtant shifting of management makes working so troublesome. and having to constantly say goodbyes, i dont like it. and maybe not just to work, but this term's ending too, which means goodbye to more people.
~~i hate goodbyes )':~~

grah. OB presentation tomorrow. then practice li shi chang he again. crossing my fingers that i can remember everything.

will my efforts pay off?

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good ol' huahui times.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

well today is the most relaxed submission day ever. maybe cos we like had everything ready by 11pm, and could slowly take our time to submit and what not (:

went to school early to finalise everything for OB and CS, and then had BORING BCS LESSONS. rahh, need to start doing the whole BCS web project shit. Rahh.

Then since there was no CS, girls and i went to whitesands to eat Mad Jack, which was soso. I prefer the one in Bukit Timah. Wanleng went home, so the four of us went town to catch New York I Love You (NY, ILY)

erm, i almost fell asleep, especially during the Shia LeBeouf one. damn sian can. and sammy fell asleep halfway through the movie. Seriously, waste money sia.

Went to far east to kia kia, before I went to Amk to buy my formal wear and meet Jacq, Dar and YK! (:

Had dinner at pin si and loads of catching up with them. Most probably wil be going back to SN next friday after CS presentation. :]

Today is a day of chionging work, got loads of stuffs due and i need to finish them ASAP, otherwise I will die. TATA.

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love hate relationship

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Yes, i have a love-hate relationship with Thursdays.

Though it's been a long day, but still, I like sociology and psychology lessons (:

Hahaha, I think today super LOL. I saw 14 salvo people. How imba is that?

amanda, cheryl, songleng, chiawei, yuanwei, hadi, pengsong, eric, liyen, wanyi, yeesin, sher, kaleryn, herman. 14 leh, no kidding sia hahahah:D

Anyways in psycho class, it was determined that I'm slightly burned out, and stupid colin says he will come and visit me in IMH O: how nice of him! Yeah but true, im really getting stressed out by all the little stuffs happening around. really need time to relax ):

went to jacq's place again, and lol ended up talking at her house again. Love her to bits la <3

yay, dinner with dar, jacq and xia mi tmr (: happy happy happy (:

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sick again.

this is really cool (: Beatles ftw!

crazy blogging frenzy.

dont see what's the need in blogging, just needed to rant.

continued learning 1st score, and gosh i really learn damn slow. :/ like everyone can get it alrd, i just dont seem to be able to get it. ~~super frustrating.~~ and when we had to play in front of marc, i couldnt play what we were playing as there were too many different tempos going around me. I guess I need more practice, no mistakes next week. GG.

celebrated felicia's birthday today :D Happy 19th! :D the celebration was "deja vu" to me (: no more elaborations :]

hahahha, yuanwei is 披着羊皮的狼！and i came up with a perfectly great explanation for that :D anyways, i think we super funny, we gave our 第一次 to each other! HAHAHA:D no la, he's the first guy i sang duet with and im the first he sang duet with too (: So we're going to sing k again when there's free time :D Whee~ He's damn funny!

And, Marshall and Edmund are super duper mean ): I was sitting on this huge flower pot, then they pushed me so i fell in and had a butt print on the mud (luckily it was hard and not squishy :/) then as i cried out loud, all the guys came and tried to study my butt print -.- OMG, they super mean sia.

oh and eric hiah too O: he went " V is for Vivian Phang, That's why she is very pang4. (GRAH).
So this is for him: Your name is Eric hiah, people see le say HAHA:D

Didnt go for dinner, as I wasnt feeling well. Dabao-ed dinner from S11 with rh and walked home. I realised, makes no diff whether i go for dinner or not, as I am still not starting with my work yet. But at least, im home early. Hate the cough, made me have that wanna puke feeling ):

Still have socio and OB to do. Oh gosh.

~~in a bad mood now. grah.~~

OH AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO FELICIAAAAAAAAAA :D

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

I am easily annoyed by so much stuffs nowadays.

People claiming having a doctor's appointment when he/she can appear in facebook (and you obviously dont have a wireless gadget) OH WOW, can you be at 2 different places at the same time? I wanna know how to do that too.

Boyfriends who act like dogs following their girlfriends. Please la, be a man leh, don't follow your gf like ~~some pathetic dog.~~

People who are late. This is something that i have repeated for god knows how long ago. And people who knows me will obviously know that i am typing this while waiting for my group members because ALL OF THEM ARE LATE WTF.

My rashes. I hate the red patches appearing, makes my limbs look worse than they already are.

The weather, which is the main reason why I am falling sick again.

The doraemons being sold out at McDonalds. What the hell. I am lacking the goat and the snake one. SOBS. I should have bought them last week, but I had no money ): RAHH.

Why am I so irritable today? Must be the pms. And the waking up early. Grah. Oh and having to wait for 4 guys for sociology meeting. great.

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start working, stop slacking

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

i have to start doing my work. rahh, if not whats the point of not going to school today?

vivian is happy that she slept till 1pm (:

~~and almost missed psycho online meeting~~

and i found coach carter on PPS. wheeee I <3 PPS, so i dont have to go dl the movie (:

come on, let's start moving :D

anyways, i think that this taiwan drama, 幸福的抉择，is very nice (: i started watching the last weekend and i think it's nice :D

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phew.

KAIROU IS THE TOP SCORER THIS YEAR WOOOOOO :D

SUPER DUPER PROUD OF HER (:

phew, luckily nothing happened. and it was rather lame, the talk with the deputy director-.-

shan't talk too much about it.

we were split into different groups for different scores, sher and i were being put in 1st score while yeesin and kal were in lang. kelvin was our instructor hahaha, but then not bad, we learnt quite a bit of it, plus da gui which we already learnt, so we have arnd 15% learnt according to chiawei? (:

and today was a kena bullied like crap day. cos at first we were talking about chinese names, so i commented that edmund has a very shuai chinese name, unlike him. and he say, more handsome than you can liao, end up he call me vivian phang DAXIANG. OMG, damn mean ):

then after ruohan suddenly say what squeeze me got a lot of fats already, then ended up my hand almost kena kiapped by the door and i was so pissed/shocked cos for one moment i really thought he'd close the door with my hand still there. ):

then jodie called me a devil. haiz, so sad. everyone's bullying me today ):

anyways, had dinner and i came to the realisation that i had a qing1 mei2 zhu2 ma3 whom i grew up with, and his name was called edmund too LOL. cos clement was talking about his ming4 zhong1 zhu4 ding4 and we were sharing these stuffs like this hahaha:D homed with chiawei again. many didnt go for dinner today and kal took 168 home to chiong proj. which reminds me, i have to do my CS forum posting. and lots of other work tmr. shant go school tmr cos only got lecture, and i think im sick, AGAIN. haiz.

戒不掉你对我的好像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠

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忐忑不安

Monday, January 11, 2010

what describes my feelings now is the title above.
first time getting involved in some shits :/
worried.

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finally, work for 8 hrs.

went to work today, and it was not bad, considering the fact that i was working with sheila love, as well as seeing wendy who came to say hi (:

i just suddenly felt like blogging, without thinking that there was actually anything to blog about.

guess it's becoming a habit i suppose.

cant go back to st nicks tmr due to commfuckingskills meeting.

i really am pissed off at alot of stuff.

teenage angst i suppose?

my contact lens tore ): sadded. and my bruises look like i kena abused.
my left thigh:

from this, become

this. all merging liao.

then right thigh from this

become this

oh my god, how to wear shorts out ): look like ppl whack me O:

Labels: emo moments, teenage angst

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CCA Fair/ Day 3 of Open House

Sunday, January 10, 2010

wherever we go, st nick's spirit lives on.

met jacq and yuens at subway for breakfast before heading to bradell to meet kally and honghwee. (seems like a HarmonyWorks! gathering hahahha:D) went back to st nicks to see see look look, as well as visiting huahui in CCA Fair (:

It was nice seeing the school grounds being done up rather nicely, it looks better than expected (:

saw the huahui juniors, as well as seeing some teachers around, like mrs gurung, mrs goh etc. Really missed the feeling of being a st nicks girl! st nicks is where you get real hugs i tell you. missed ziqing they all so much! was glad to know that qihang was back again, just that it'd be on 20 March, when I'm in BANGKOK! ): Ohmans, but i told them to call me back for rehearsal(: at least not as bad as missing the whole thing altogether :] Sincerely wishing them all the best! (:

went back to TP to help out for open house for salvo. Lunch was NICE, got fish, chicken, eggs etc. I actually finished my rice (: Yesterday's performance was not bad, just that there were some rushing, but overall it was okay. However there was some lack of preparation, and yeah, some stuffs cropped up. but still, overall it was a job well done, and not to forget camwhoring sessions! :D

we played with the grass slope again and it was awesome :D this is a cool tradition that should totally be kept! but we have to wait for one more year, cos we kinda ruined the grass slope, and there's like bumps and what not. Hahah:D

then we celebrated kelvin, songleng and yuanwei's birthdays, as they were january babies (: hahaha it was fun singing and seeing how the cake was being passed around :]

and we played: BAO ZHI DA REN-EXTREME MODE. this time is just whack only, then wah, muscle ache sia. best is yuanwei, flick me and twist me. haiyo. then edmund also, become michael jackson liao, with the 45 degree thing. then last round marshall my partner, then end up i came up 4 times to whack because everyone keeps hitting marshall! LOL, then it was damn funny! then we sisters fight liao, me and yeesin, kal and sher, all in all, it was super hilarious and fun :D

stayed till 7pm before heading to T1 for dinner (:

with edmund, chiawei, jessica, caiyan, kaleryn, marshall, yuanwei, liyen, marc, clement, jiamin, lynette, bryden, marcus, wanyi and amanda at BBQ chicken (:

lame jokes were being passed around till we laughed like crazy people.

the day kinda ended on a bad note, as i realised i lost my water bottle. but it wasn't as bad as marshall who lost his bike. im so sorry marshall!

homed with chiawei only as kal and marc took 168 with edmund.

was aching and damn tired ystd after massive pictorial uploads! (:

Nonetheless, it was a good day (:

OH OH OH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN! :D

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performance :]

Friday, January 8, 2010

Hahaha, it took me damn long to start this post because I dont know where to start.

Well, was damn high during BCS lesson like some siao woman.

And it's official, dreamweaver is so much more fun then excel. hehheh (:

and my girls damn cute, saying: mama going bombombom, which means that im going for salvo. they damn cute, keep refering salvo as bombombom hahahah:D

went to meet edmund and watched kungfu panda before going down to studio for lunch.

and i saw my ec today :D happy happy happy :D

the performance was brought forward to 3.15 instead of 3.50

so we rushed to change and what not.

took some time for preparation, and the bracing of ourselves before the performances.

and when i was getting ready at my position, my hands were shaking terribly. my gubangs were like shaking too. omg. damn scared i tell you.

the feeling is like.... i dont know what will happen in the next 4 mins.

but thankfully, it was overally okay, and it was kind of a confidence booster to future stuff.

good luck to the ones performing tmr! :D

we had crazy picture taking sessions, which involved being in the studio, and also at engine sch there.

i realised that there was this super steep grass slope there, and we played grass sliding! and as i was wearing light denim pants, it turned brown! HAHAH:D didnt dare to go at first, then chiawei and marc pulled me down until super hard LOL. but it was really really fun, but i got injured, on both my arms and butt hahah:D my arms 3-in-1 injury: allergy, scratch and bruise.

oh and on my thighs, which i guess it was from the carrying of drums, i have 9 bruises on my left thigh and 12 on my right thigh. and many of them are merging together LOL. they hurt :/

had fun with helium balloons(: love donald duck voice! :D

then went to macs with jessica, chiawei, amanda, cheryl, karen, liyen, marcus, star and kal (: chatted for abit before walking to tm, where i bought a pair of new shorts cos my pants were simply too dirty! hahah:D then the rest of them left, while cw, kal, star and i went shopping arnd before heading home (:

and guess what, i realised after the seniors graduate right, this would be our yishun combi in the future. omtt ):

yes i hate you. and you. for adding in the unpleasntness in my day. thanks. but since there's nothing i can do about it, as what someone said, i shall ignore everything i can ignore, and accept whatever i cannot change. which is my case right now.

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random HTHTs

i really gotta blog about this.

isnt it amazing how fate works?

as i was otw to jacq's house to deliver her cookie to her, i saw yuens at northpoint. and she said she was going home, so i walked to the bus stop with her. and as we reached the bus stop, we realised we missed each toher so much that we cant bear to leave each other haha:D

so we ended up walking to jacq's house together. and guess what, we had an impromptu yishun girls gathering <3 this is really random, but it really really made my day after i was affected by some trivial little stuff that happened earlier on.

i was supposed to be home by 9 yet i reached home at 10.10 after pei-ing yuens to her bus stop then walking home. ohmans, i really damn happy (: it's so awesome how we can just talk no matter what (: and it really cheered me up :D

we are going to go out one day soon! isnt that awesome :D

i love my yishun girls <3

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excited?

Thursday, January 7, 2010

HI BOYS LIKE GIRLS ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE ON 28JAN10, ANYONE WANTS TO GO?

but come to think of it, i have lessons all the way till 7, and the concert is at 7.30 at resorts world sentosa. omg. looks like i cant go since no one wants to go with me ):

Currently at the library, waiting for 4pm to come so I can go for psycho tut.

Today was spent by going for Micro for less than 30 mins, then went for the psycho research thing. Ha went for 2 at one shot, so my 5 percent is secured :D

and it's going to be open house performance tomorrow! super excited, and yet abit afraid at the same time. it's this butterflies thing i guess. and i dont like the feeling, it's the pre-performance jitters.

anyways, i realised that i've been blogging short posts alot. i also dk why, perhaps it's due to the fact that i've been bringing my lappy arnd all week. luckily tmr i can just come school empty-handed (except my gubangs la) hahah, since im only coming for BCS in the morn :]

going to jacq's place tonight to deliver her a large cookie from sugarloaf. she's so going to love me for that. hahah:D i guess cookies can do wonders eh? :D too bad they dont have the ones i like, or else i'll buy it tooooo.

I think I'm starting to put in effort in fulfilling my new year resolutions, starting slowly on the non-procrastinating part. I've already started on my Micro, finished my BCS storyboard, and finished my GTT blog critique. At least I didnt leave things to the last minute. I realised that as I approach Year 2, my schedule is going to be more packed, and time management is really important, at least it wont be too late if i learn how to manage my time now, instead of regretting when i cannot breathe under my huge load.

suddenly missing a lot of things, like this sudden wave of nostalgia again. i dont know why. and random mood swings, i really hate this. it's so annoying. oh wells. i have 45 more mins, and i think i'll continue on my work (or sleep if i have nth better to do. i cant find articles :/)

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random outbursts

guess today wasnt as good as it seemed.

sudden random emo outburst today.

argh hate it. :/

bought 3 doraemon charms from macs :]

aim to collect them all in 3 weeks' time (:

sometimes i realised that dependence might not be a good thing.

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catch ups (:

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Omg, for a moment i thought my comp hanged on me :/

I have nothing to do now, as stupid kuku took my earphones, so i cannot watch my show on PPS. ):

i was happy during lunch today (:

Met up with Marcus and ate at Breeks. Food was not bad, but then there was a bug on the wall which was very disturbing ): And I saw a very cute pooh bear at kiddy palace selling for 10 bucks. marcus buy for his friend, dont want to buy for me as very belated bday present ): But it's sooooo cute O:

No, save money money money.

Came to school for GTT online, and it was quite fail because stupid kuku is disturbing me here O: end up someone opposite say we chao si ren. ALL HIS FAULT LA. HAIZ.

and convo online with marshall is LOL.

one more hour to salvo (:

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I edited my html so I can put a title here :D

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I fiddled with my html for a bit and was glad that i succeeded (:

Baking was fun with family, we made 2 servings of brownie cheesecake and it was yum :D

We were pretty productive in our project and we got our BCS storyboard done. Awesome much? (:

Hahaha, my girls are damn cute, ever since my punctuality post, they very scared liao. Aiyah, you guys not late for the wrong stuff I'm okay with it de (:

I can't be bothered to post pictures, because I realised it's a bit lame to post for the sake of posting. Hmph. Wait till I have good pictures to post. Hee.

No school today, but went back to school for only an hour or so for rehearsal and debrief. Pretty lame, and I managed to move a drum all the way from studio to the open area all on my own! YAY:D but was super tired afterwards. And my drum is very very heavy! ):

Rehearsal was okay, I was nervous for the first one and made some mistakes. Luckily the 2nd one wasn't too bad, but I have to remember the changes and make my actions sharper. Nvm, I guess we will practice tomorrow. (:

Went for dinner with chiawei and ruohan afterwards and talking to them is damn funny. ruohan kept making funny faces at me on the bus which was GROSS. O: Haiz, see la, always bully me one. ~~sadded.~~

Anyways, I have no school again tomorrow, but there's online lesson for GTT.

Gotta be in sch by 4. Sian. Shall sleep till i shuang tomorrow, and do my Blog critique and tweak my storyboard, make it look chio-er. (:

Guess I shall sleep earlier tonight, and make today my sleep-till-i-shuang day(:

I hate it when I try to make you happy and you snap at me. wtf.

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Eledog and balloon

Monday, January 4, 2010

SI JIA IS VERY GOOD.
Hahahaha, I'm waiting for seniors to end their meeting.
And we had a lot of entertainment with a ~~balloon~~ just now. Hah. Thanks to Yuanwei. Heh.
And Im coming back to school tomorrow JUST for rehearsal. how nice.
Gonna spend the day baking and doing proj with the girls (: Awesome :D

and i am not an eledog-.-

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punctuality is a virtue

punc·tu·al
1. Acting or arriving exactly at the time appointed; prompt.

Hi boys and girls, I would like to share the word of the day today. It's punctual.
It's not a difficult word, and your father, mother, grandfather, grandmother, teacher, uncle, auntie or whoever would always tell you, don't be late. Still it's something many people don't follow. Such as now.
I know Im being a bitch, but I fucking pissed off.

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Happy Happy New Year(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

Countdown was fabulous this year <3

Had school in the morning, went home to have lunch with Mum and Dad, and went back to tamp to meet clement, marshall, kelvin, marc, marcus, soeng may, liyen, lynette, amanda, ruohan and chiawei at cpf kfc. They had lunch while I stoned. Ha, took a super long time deciding where to go, so after a round of voting, we decided to head to Marina Square (:

Clement and Kelvin left, then the ten of us took a SUPER LONG bus ride to suntec on Bus 10. Fell asleep, and marshall was very nice to lend me his jacket! He auto leh, so gan dong sia! HAHAHA:D

Walked around Suntec to go to Marina, then we hung around Muji where we bought snacks(: I love my lemonade soda sweet. YUM. Then Kaleryn came to meet us, and off we went to the UFO catcher at the cinema that area.

AND OMFG, i just realised how "determined" guys can be when they want something. We spent a total of around $70 on 2 machines, and ended up only got ONE toy, which is our new salvo mascot. ONE. We spent around $50 on that machine. Idk what else to say, except that I have to salute them for their determination. Nice.

Yeesin came to find us with ST, and we had a lot of fun teasing her :D Hehheh,okay la, we very mean, but yeah, it was fun :D But she left shortly ):

Caiyan and Jiahuan came, and hahahah, the three of us were like wearing the same stuffs: Tanktop, cardi and denim shorts! :D

Then Edmund also came to find us, and he helped us get the mascot! After idk how long!

after 2 hours of what seemed like forever, we went to the square outside to find a spot to countdown.

Found this really cool spot near the stairs, and we were camwhoring, and also waiting for the fireworks. We finally saw it, and this year's fireworks were beautiful <3 I was like gushing over so many of them because it was simply awesome(:

ruohan, chiawei, amanda, lynette and soengmay left for home, while the nine of us were like thinking what we should do. We did stupid things, and shouted HAPPY NEW YEAR, hoping random crazy ppl would reply, but nope. So we stood at the square, and WOWED at random spots in the sky, attracting other people's attention when there was absolutely nothing to WOW about. HAHA, i know it sounds damn stupid but it was really funny to see the expressions on people's faces!

We then walked out, and took random pictures while waiting for the crowd to clear. Then clement came to find us ( he spent the countdown part alone as he couldnt find us! O: ) We then walked aimlessly trying to find a place to go. We jaywalked and actually sat in a triangle in the middle of the road. Then we saw a free night bus 2N, which goes to tamp, so being desperate kids who wants aircon and free transport, we boarded the bus and had the bus all to ourselves!

hahahah the bus uncle helped us take the picture :D

we had the bus all to ourselves for say, 1 hr? hahah, cos there was a massive jam, and it took around an 1 hour to drive to the next bus stop hahah. the journey back to tamp took us another 2 hours LOL. and though some unpleasant stuff happened on the bus, but there were a lot of laughter and joy on the bus as we blasted music when there was just us. CLUBBING ON THE BUS LOL.

Then we went to tamp, went to cpf macs where I had breakfast (:

We then played truth or dare, which was damn LOL, and then we went or separate ways at 7am! Went to have breakfast with Marc, Clement and Kal, then we took 969 home!

When I reached home, I was dead tired and slept like a pig ^(oo)^

Jodie came over in the night and stayed over, and hahaha, idk what we were doing, i guess i fell asleep while we were watching a movie. Hehh. But I love her <3

Spent the next day doing almost nothing, went to school for Bguides workshop, but we couldnt be bothered and left early and had prata and A1 opposite. went home, and i downloaded PPS :D and it's awesome because i watched 2 movies, HSM3 and Shaolin soccer. LOL. Damn funny, and i spent the day slacking HEHHEH.

Woke up super late today, which was shuang ttm :D went to meet Chervyn for Flea Titans :D Met her, then went suntec to eat :D and i went to find elaine again :D i always very very happy to see her :D

then we walked to flyer, and i bought a lot of stuffs. okay la, not a lot, but stilll, i bought 2 rings for 3 bucks each, a pair of shades for 3 bucks, and a necklace for 4. NICE :D

went to support lala also, and bought the necklace from her (: it's a nice car necklace :D

chervyn and me :D

whee, purchases :D

went down to far east afterwards and bought a pair of sandals for like 9.90, and then went to Muji to buy my favourite sweets :D i fell in love with them since like NYE after I bought it from Muji that day heh :D Went home, and had this massive pictorial uploads on fb. i think i will post those old pics one day :D heh:D

omg, i realised i havent done my work. I guess I will do tmr morn, abit sleepy le :/

Oh and I changed y mozilla skin to Mac style and I think it looks cool :D

heheheh, nice, i like (Y)

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