Wednesday, July 15, 2009
apparently i finished all my work. but definitely not good quality work. so im blogging again.
i dont know how to feel now. i am damn freaking pissed off with myself. i am. i told myself to be strong, but apparently i crumbled. i made people around me unhappy also. this is what makes me feel worse. i dont know if i had made the right choices. i just hope that things would resolve. i dont want to face the same thing again. i hate myself now.
i know if u see this, you'll think i am just saying this, but i want you to know that i mean it.
thank you for listening to all my rantings. thanks for putting aside ur stuff to listen. it matters a lot to me. thanks.
i desperately need a time out.
i dont know how to feel now. i am damn freaking pissed off with myself. i am. i told myself to be strong, but apparently i crumbled. i made people around me unhappy also. this is what makes me feel worse. i dont know if i had made the right choices. i just hope that things would resolve. i dont want to face the same thing again. i hate myself now.
i know if u see this, you'll think i am just saying this, but i want you to know that i mean it.
thank you for listening to all my rantings. thanks for putting aside ur stuff to listen. it matters a lot to me. thanks.
i desperately need a time out.
captured at 00:39.
