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Friday, July 31, 2009

school was routine today, with POM, then F&B and the Macro(:

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: SINGING K WITH CCA PPL!
went to some place at kampong chai chee community center. haha there was like sher, kal, yuan wei, guo wei, marc, eric and clement! hahaha it was like really fun, i first time go sing k with so many ppl! marc and clement sing song sibeh funny! hahaha:D we were like super high! HAHA:D and it was like damn cheap, 5 bucks per person for students! clement was, for once, nice to subsidise 2 bucks for kal and i because we went there late. the singing period was supposed to be from 2-7, but kal and i were only there from 4 thirty mah(: hahah:D

then the seniors had to leave early, and so did sher, so kal, me, yuanwei and guowei extended for one hour and we got damn high singing all the random high songs(: hahah didnt see this crazy side of yuan wei and guo wei before! hahah:D it was really fun today!

then we walked back to bedok int, the guys went home while kal and i ate dinner at macs, and i took 168 back to woodlands with her so that we could talk(: and then homed on 858(:

we're planning another outing again on study week! :D hahaha and it'll be very fuuuun:D

Tomorrow meeting the girls! YAY:D smth i look forward to every sat(: but tmr working early, 3-close! then Sunday also working! hmmmm, i should start with my F&B project. Think i'll do the proj tmr morn, sibeh freaking tired today from the random highness and singing today(:

OH MANS! I FORGOT TO BUY MY MICROSOFT OFFICE TODAY. AND IT FREAKING EXPIRES TODAY! DIE DIE DIE.
maybe i'll borrow daddy's laptop tmr:/

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

IHT TEST TODAY.

reached school early to study, then almost fell asleep during IHT tutorial.

had the test. it was generally easy(: hahaha:D hopefully can get a B or smth(:

at first wanted to stay in school do macro with huiyi they all. but end up i wasnt feeling well, so i decided to come home instead. have a headache now, and i was a bit touchy today:/ muscle ache ain't helping much as well. After i reached home, i realised how bad my decision was. The house is damn freaking noisy with construction. irritating. hate the upgrading works:/

I should start on macro and f&b and commskills.


&i dont know where this is going.

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TODAY WAS A CHUI TTM DAY.

woke up early today to go school, had macro which ended super early, so we went to eat prata, then went macs buy shaker fries, then went a1 bubbletea buy bubbletea(: STRAWBERRY SNOWBLEND FTW(:

haha then went back to school to talk abt some fnb shits. split jobs again, and finally we TRIED to study for IHT. sammy and i ended up sleeping. yepp. and we decided to skip RHT lecture cos we decided that it was too boring. alas, we stoned outside to like chat abit or study abit.

Commskills ended early today(: so i went to mushroom meet kal before going down to move the drums out. WE FINALLY PLAYED OUTDOORS TODAY WOOTS~~~ It was like damn nice because we all got our own drums and also we learnt new actions. My arms today damn freaking pain. It's like got muscle ache on the upper arm and end up i couldnt lift my arms up enough to 90 degrees because damn suan:/ POOF. and the wind blow until my eyes were damn dry:/ and i dont know why i was so tired. is like a lot of things cannot absorb properly today. D:

went for dinner opp sch. today ended early, so reached home at 1145pm(: shall go study for iht test tmr after bathing. i should stop using the laptop soon:/ yeah. i should(:

thought of something that brightened my day. No matter what happens, I know who I can count on, and I can trust to be there for me. (:

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Tuesday, July 28, 2009

school today was fine, except that there was a freaking RHT test that i didnt knw how to do a single shit:/ apparently, i only knew what to write for the SPSS output and thats all-.-
Then went yishun to buy my cheesecake today! :D asked aunty rose to bring it home cos i had to go work, and today work a bit sian. heee:]

I AM PEELING NOW D: and gwen says i am damn dark now ): oh wells, i need a better tan. i think im quite yellow. hehheh(:

TODAY'S KINDA BORING. yeah it is.

HOPE TMR WILL BE MORE FUN(: cca tmr will be outdoors if it doesnt rain! (: i want to play with my own drum!

&i wanna shout it out loud.

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Monday, July 27, 2009

DONT KNOW WHY I SO TIRED TODAY D:

today school started at 3(: had commskills, which was rather interesting. oh mans today was the trial presentation, and ended like really late, at like 5.15. because wy wanted everyone to finish presenting today. DOMINIC AND HELMI'S PRESENTATION WERE BEST! hahahha:D sibeh entertaining, and received a lot of applauses from the class:D

then went to meet the rest for salvo, today learnt a bit of actions(: but i seriously dont know why was i so tired. seniors were like saying i look like im gna be sick soon. think it was the headache today.
end up skipped going for dinenr with the rest, and homed with edmund, shuhui and yeesin(: i doubt i'll want to do anything later. damn sleepy.

tomorrow still got rht test. and i havent studied. grah.

TO-DO LIST:
1. study for rht
2. do macroecons indiv part
3. study iht
4. do fnb proj
5. do commskills presentation outline
6. organise my notes
7. copy unfilled tutorials for POM and macro


YAY I'LL GET CHEESECAKE TOMORROW :D WOOTS~

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I WOKE UP AT 9AM. with the help of a freaking alarm clock:/

i kept waking up, worrying about whether i've overslept or not. the last time i checked my clock, it wasnt even 8 yet.

WHY CANT I WAKE UP WITHOUT AN ALARM CLOCK FOR THE PAST IDK HOW MANY WEEKS/DAYS?

WHY CANT I BE ENERGETIC DESPITE HAVING SLEPT FOR 7 HOURS?

I MISS SLEEPING TILL NOON D:
I MISS WAKING UP NATURALLY WITHOUT AN ALARM CLOCK!

okay, i should be doing my work soon. yup. i should:/

BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA:D

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Sunday, July 26, 2009

MUSCLE ACHE+ SUNBURN!

6.57am- edmund koh, that big idiot sms me this: Xiaojie! About to wake up le hor:D
a bit i woke up at 7 thirty(:
[that kuku made me put this in my blog. hahah:D]


woke up early again despite sleeping so late last night:/ went down to suntec to help out in opening again(:
SAW LAITING:DDDDD hahah worked together with her for like one hour(: hehheh. then sheila came to meet me for our date:D

TODAY IS SHEILA VIVIAN DATE DAY(:

went to Asian Kitchen to eat la mian and guotie(: didnt finish my la mian. had no appetite. poof. sheila say i waste food. not my fault my tummy doesnt want to take in more food-.-

Then we went to bugis to jalan, and i bought my favourite chicken popcorn from bugis street to share with sheila(: then we walked to iluma, and apparently it was quite boring-.- found this shop called ameba (smth like that). They have like a lot of cool stuffs there! oh mans, damn tempted to buy stuffs there can. hehheh. But we were bored, so we took bus back to marina square. hahah went to find yeesin at where she was working, and sheila went to find her friend who was working at cactus too(: ATE MILK TEA ICE CREAM:D hahah taste like frozen teh bing. yum(: I KNOW SOMEONE'S JEALOUS. MUAHAHHAHAH:D

and thennn, we walked to flyerr! hahahaha(: we didnt have to wait long, and the went up the flyer(: actually it was really boring mans. but we did what we do best, camwhore:D haha(: and we talked. It's believed that when u are on a ferris wheel, when u reach the highest point, a wish that you make will come true. so since we were on an observation wheel, we both made a wish at the highest point of the flyer. :D we didnt tell each other what we wished okay! hahha:D

so after flyerrr went to eat POPEYES(: i still feel that airport one nicer. the fries like not very nice today:/ hahah and we continued talking(:then we walked to the bus stop where she took 133 and i took 857. didnt like the journey home:/ there was quite a bad jam. also it was very packed. :/ poof.

so here i am, home, tired, muscle ache and sunburnt, and ltr still have to do macro. sian ttm:/ oh wells, after im done, i can go have a good night's sleep. school starts at 3 for me tmr(: YAY:D

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I AM VERY SUNBURNT!

woke up early for HaTaMa games in the morn, went to woodlands to meet linghui to take bus to school together. Was damn tired on the journey, as well as when we got there. Haha, we waited for our other group members to get there(:

OUR GROUP CONSISTS OF: Wanleng, Laury, James, Linghui, Samantha, Zhen hua and I! and Emma as calarefare at the end(: hahaha:D

GAME #1:
played against H11, at first we werent like very cordial, cos there was this guy quite chao bin or smth. and he like act like he very pro like that. but towards the game, it was okay, and i KENA-ED my first injury D: haha someone crashed his elbow on my back. and i was like wtfffff O: as in not his fault luh, but it was quite pain at that point in time:/ it's okay now, but it really hurt then. and i felt a bit like vomiting. but oh wells, it ended up not that bad lah(: at least they were friendly(:

oh and we were already playing in the one man down mode despite having a full 7-strong team. :/ then afterwards zhenhua left, so we were really one man down.

GAME #2:
OMFG. this was the year two group that seriously pissed our whole group off terribly because of their stinking attitude. There was this girl, she like damn wth, keep trying to block linghui and i when we were playing and keep pushing us a jutting us with her elbow. damn irritating can. and then also this guy caused my 2nd injury! he kai-kiang tried to kick the ball back cos it rolled off and it hit straight on my thumb:/ think i was damn suay. Then at the end of the game, the girls in their team still say: WAH, SO UNFRIENDLY DONT SHAKE HANDS ONE AR? and we were like damn dulan because they already pissed us off badly. oh wells, sportsmanship matters. so, wth we still shaked hands. poof.


GAME #03:
Funniest part of the entire games(: because the opponents were damn nice(: Okay they had TALL guys. THREE TALL GUYS. and we had ONE GUY. ONE. so bo bian, we lost terribly. and omg the opponents were damn nice, because we were like saying, if we got 2 goals in we would go celebrate, and since the opponent team already had like IDK how many goals, they let quite a few goals for us and we were having loads and loads of fun(: AT LEAST THEY WERE NICE:D Emma and ele came to find us after their CDS! so emma joined the team!: D


After the games, we went opp sch KFC and ate and crapped there(: then ele and james went to get bubble tea, then linghui, emma, sammy and i went to sch there take bus 8. cos i was going to eehui's house, so from toa payoh sammy and i cabbed down(: caught a bit of GG2, and also talked with the girls<3
oh mans, i really really really really really miss you girls!

Then afterwards went for work. hahah saw edwin korkor when i was randomly walking arnd j8 to wait for work to start! hehheh:D then worked starting from 7 due to kns sales D:

Met didi after work for dinner. abit he said come meet me, end up i went back to yishun waiting for him for like half an hour O: and guess what. we walked from:
OPP YISHUN MRT>>>OPP JIEMIN PRI>>>ONE BIG ROUND AROUND CHONG PANG>>>KOPITIAM IN CHONG PANG.for about 25 mins-.-
all because he wanted to eat western food! -.- end up i hungry become not hungry. then we finally like ate at arnd 12 or so at some kopitiam that we walked past-.- Didnt have the appetite to eat, felt like i couldnt stuff anymore food in. so my wanton mee was like 2/3 untouched:/ then waited for didi to finish eating, then we walked back to my block. reached home around 1.30am. it's like the latest i've reached home since idk when. luckily dad's asleep already(:

damn tired, damn sunburnt, but damn happy. (:

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Friday, July 24, 2009

VIVIAN PHANG IS DUMB-.-
i forgot that i changed my password for blogger, so i was like trying damn hard to log in using my desktop. because i cant use my laptop now D:
hmph.

Today as usual was late for POM, becoming a norm for me on Fridays-.- hahaha:D
and also, found out a new way to go school! hahaha:D
Crashed F&B, went for macro, then afterwards met edmund to go suntec with me to take key for sunday's opening.

we went to macs opp sch to eat first, cos that hungry pig wanted to eat, then we went to take 10 from tamp interchange. after getting the key, abit we went toys'r us, singing LOL kiddy songs, and then went arcade AS USUAL-.- hahah:D then took 857 home to meet jacq(:

deary, hope you're feeling better now and know that ily okays<3

have to wake up early tmr for some HATAMA sports stuff. oh man, why did i even sign myself up for this-.- okay, take it as work out. MUAHAHAH:D

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Thursday, July 23, 2009

IHT IS OVERRRRR~~ :D

we presented today and luckily it wasnt as nerve-wrecking as i thought:D

today got nothing laaaah, because came home after IHT lecture which took so damn long.

hmph, tonight got tuition. sian ttm. Tonight can finally sleep early(: whee~

thanks for doing all these for me, i appreciate it. really. after thinking it through, perhaps things arent as bad as it seems. yepp. love you<3

FLYERRRR WITH SHEILAAAAAAAAA ON SUNDAY: D

short post today(:

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RAINY + ECLIPSE today.
okay not so much of the eclipse part, singapore cant even see anything. but yeah it was raining today:/ VIVIAN NO LIKE D: because it was so cold. despite the fact that i had a thick jacket on:/ rahh.


and then macro was only for like 45 mins-.- because apparently those stuffs covered in last week's lecture werent a lot. so end up tutorial did nth much. then went opposite school for prata and BUBBLE TEA:D oh mans, seriously in love with STRAWBERRY SNOWBLEND: DDDDDDDDD okay yeah i know, it's nice:D hahhah:D

after lunch we stoned outside one-stop service centre there, and then like just stoned etc etc. hahaha kelvin came back to school today, so he came to find me and crapped a bit. YOU HAVE AN OBVIOUS BROWN HEAD OKAY? :D yeah that's how i spotted him today. hohohoho:D

RHT was crap as usual, the girls all ponned except for ele and i, but i ended up falling asleep. someone was behind me and i was like ohemgee because she was so freaking noisy-.- yeah. and had another freaking boring lesson of commskills. WY wouldnt end early today D: a bit we ended at like 5.50 today:/

so then went to meet kal and didi, then went studio to meet sher they all. practiced b da zu again, had the freaking two persons play tgt stuff again. i was paired with ryan, and a bit our tempo cannot pei he. LOL. in the end our tempo damn slow and i missed some parts D: oh mans, idk what happened to me today O: sianxzs. think i abit too hard on myself today:/

then went for dinner with seniors tgt with sher and kal. then homed with marc, chiawei and lynette. kal took 168 instead cos she was tired. i am too, and i am supposed to prepare for tomorow's iht shits:/ oh wells luh. time to go bathe and start work.

i cannot please everyone, but at least i know that there are people who will stand by me. i just hope it is enough for me to move on.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

POM PRESENTATION TODAY!
oh mans, the projector wouldnt display our screen, so end up we had to present using our laptop. i was like a bit freaked out, because i didnt want stuffs like that to happen D: but it's okay girls, overall i think we did a good job(: YAY:D let's all jiayou for thursday's iht alright?:D we can do it babes!

so after POM, had fnb test which i am most likely to flunk, then went mensa eat with the girls, then had freaking rht which was oh-so-boring. yeah, as usual. spent the time facebooking and chatting online. haha:D

after school went to buy bubbletea with wanleng(: i am falling in love with their strawberry snow blend(: YUM:D then went back to sch and meet didi and went northpoint to play arcade. hahah:D there's this game that was quite fun. haha:D imagine me wearing formal shirt and office skirt and court shoes being in an arcade-.- haha okay yeah, then afterwards, he sent me home, and i have to start preparing for thurs iht presentation:D because i doubt i have time tomorrow because of salvo(: yepp. i shall be good. :D

EXAM TIMETABLE OUT!

Macroeconomics 21 Aug 2009 (Fri) 09:30 11:30

Principles of Management 24 Aug 2009 (Mon) 09:30 11:30

Fundamentals of Food & Beverage 26 Aug 2009 (Wed) 09:30 11:30

Introduction to Hospitality & Tourism 26 Aug 2009 (Wed)14:30 16:30

Research for Hospitality & Tourism 27 Aug 2009 (Thu) 14:30 16:30


&something's different.

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Monday, July 20, 2009

FOR THE BENEFIT OF LAZY PEOPLE LIKE GWENCHIA, I SHALL PARAGRAPH AND ORGANISE MY THOUGHTS SO THAT IT IS EASIER TO READ MY BLOG. HAHA:D

okay. that was lame:/ but today was even lamer. commskills starts at 3. we had to go school at 9 to submit rht. wtf right? yeah it is. so our whole grp like came early, print the proj, and wanleng ran up to sixth floor to help our grp and emma's group submit the proj. she damn zai! we applaud her:D

so afterwards, emma, eleanor, wanleng, huiyi, gwen, sammy and i went to cpf macs for breakfast then linghui came to join us(: we slacked and crapped there, because gwen wanted to wait till eleven to eat her cinnamon melts(: okay it was worth the wait because it was so damn good:D yumyum. then accompanied wanleng to tampmall and centurysquare to buy her formal wear because wanleng the cute didnt know that we had to wear formal tmr D: hahah so we walked arnd and got her formal wear:D

and then we went to bakerzin for dessert because the macaroons were only 90 cents per piece, so gwennychia wanted them, and i wanted the choc amer because it was like 50% plus 10% off 6 bucks. end up it was like only 3 bucks(: yum(:


then went back to school for freaking commskills. damn sian, monday everytime only got like 2 hrs of sch jst because of commskills. sian ttm:/

cca was okay today. becasue i wasnt exactly feeling well:/ hate it hate it hate it. because i wanna enjoy cca. crap:/ then we kept practising b da zu. trying to get familiarised as well as getting our basics right. so hand damn suan.

hate it when i feel so weak. almost had no strength on my right hand to carry my bag. thanks to didi for carrying my laptop because my hand damn pain from the blisters and the suanness:/


then went to eat with the juniors today(: it was quite fun, shared a plate of cai tau kueh with kal, but end up stomach quite uncomfortable, felt like puking on the way home with yeesin, shuhui and didi. hmph:/

then didi walked me home because he saw how unwell i was, and even cabbed home somemore. thanks and paiseh for making u spend on the cab!(: so here i am, home, and going to prepare for tmr's presentation for POM and fnb test:D
and i should go sleep soon(: yeah i think i will(:

&i should start snapping out of it.

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

OH WOW:D this is post #100! since end of feb(: WOOHOO~~~:D
had tuition in the morn, then had work from 2-5. oh wells, hours have to be cut as usual. sale too cmi. haha: D
then met jacq(: we talked and chatted and went to the bbq chicken place at northpoint's basment for dinenr. supposed to go eat BOTAK JONES with yuens too! but ended up yuensin had unfinished work, so we didnt go botak D: the bbq chicken place was nice:D i had black pepper chicken steak which was yum ttm! :D
then we crapped and talked and shopped at NET(: i bought a new tank! :D yay: D
i missed talking to jacq. like missed loads. where we could just pour out to each other and we had the right things to say to each other (: love you girl~ thanks for listening to my crap(:
receiving so many disappointments in a week sucks. and no, it's not just one person. but i will get over it. yeah. everything actually doesnt have anything to do with me anyway. disappointment comes because i care. i must learn to accept. yeah i should(:
&learn to listen to your heart.

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

went to eehui's house today:D and we prepared like a lot of food to makan:D mushroom soup, gyoza, pizza, sushi and longan dessert(: pictures below:D

My personalised pizza(: with a V!
all prepare to eat:D
mushroom soup(: and we added lots of extra yummy mushrooms:D
egg and unagi sushi(:
gyoza with a nice golden yellow:D

hahaha:D it was really yummy(: and it's multinational(: ahahah:D we took like one and a half hours to prepare all the food can. hahah:D but it's nice, so it's ok(:

so after hanging at eehui's house, went to work. hahah made eod on my own tonight(: took abt 40 mins:D which is good:D then came back home.

if i said i wasnt disappointed, i'd be lying. but truth is, a past was awakened in me and i just dont like it. sorry.

&cause i've tried and tried to walk away

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I WAS LATE FOR POM LECT AGAIN BECAUSE OF SOMEONE D:
but i didnt miss much, so it's okay(: hahah:D
today didnt crash fnb lecture because everyone was last min chionging comm skills and pom reports. hahaha end up handing them up, and i felt this great sense of relief when i submitted both projs in. Though there was a little hiccup prior to submitting commskills project, but oh wells, we'll survive(:
Met didi to go home, then went out with jacq and yuens whom i've not seeeeeen in a looooong time D: i missed them so much! we went northpoint kia kia a bit, then went to watch HP 6. A little disappointing, not much action as expected, everything quite superficial, but at least it was quite funny, and i liked it better than HP 5(:
movie ended like really late. 11.15. walked past xinwang and saw peipei! wooo~~:D Then pei-ed yuensin to wait for 806, pei-ed jacq to wait for jolly, then i walked home. it was quite enjoyable walking home slowly. (:

tomorrow going HQ(: yay:D
tomorrow got work D: boo ):

&maybe it means nothing to you at all.

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

SKIES ARE CLEARING :D
met didi for breakfast this morn(: had macs 2.50 breakfast!
then went to school and saw fionne on the bus, then came school for iht.
my laptop wont connect to wireless! said that wireless capabilities are off, but it's freaking on D: oh mans, hope the drop ystd didnt cause this :/
thursday is the iht day, tutorial plus lecture. whee~ (note the sarcasm)
today passed by like that. BUT, after school, kelly, gwen, emma, huiyi and i went town to find our formal wear(: oh man i look damn spastic in formal wear leh:/ someone's gna laugh at me next week D:
oh i saw songsim today at far east! haahhaha damn long no see le, like for like 2 years?! hahah:D
tomorrow lectures all the way, then at night watching HP with yuens and jacq(: hehheh:D oh mans! exciting:D
ok shall chiong chiong pom and commskills:D yay!

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poof. poof. poof.
today was a slack/busy day. we slacked during lessons, and were busy during the breaks. had smth out of our commskills, just need to collate everything, then can le. supposed to do rht, but guess i'll do it tmr morn or smth. damn freaking tired now.
cca was fine today, except for the fact that didi didnt come today and someone kept trying to attract my attention. we revisited the basics today, including raising hand up. my left hand is so damn retarded that it cant lift up to 90 degrees. oh mans, and my arms are suan now. and my blister pain D:
went opp sch to eat afterwards, yeesin went home cos she promised her mum that she'd not go for wed dinners, so kal sher and i waited with her at the bus stop before joing the rest of the seniors opp sch. hahahah kelvin and the chipmunks! oh mans, rh, marc and kelvin damn funny can, three of them kept singing non stop, especially kelvin with his tonight~ hahah:D and marc and kelvin's pop. hahah ok they were damn funny today. so bused home with everyone except yeesin today!

been feeling unwell these few days. please dont let me fall sick. at least not for another week.

&maybe i should grow up.

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

apparently i finished all my work. but definitely not good quality work. so im blogging again.

i dont know how to feel now. i am damn freaking pissed off with myself. i am. i told myself to be strong, but apparently i crumbled. i made people around me unhappy also. this is what makes me feel worse. i dont know if i had made the right choices. i just hope that things would resolve. i dont want to face the same thing again. i hate myself now.
i know if u see this, you'll think i am just saying this, but i want you to know that i mean it.


thank you for listening to all my rantings. thanks for putting aside ur stuff to listen. it matters a lot to me. thanks.

i desperately need a time out.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

after blogging ystd, idk why i was damn freaking upset. as in i know what triggered it, but to what i am upset at is another issue:/ i really dont know why i have such a freaking bad temper, and why i panic so easily. i dont know. i've been trying so hard to change, but apparently i cannot. maybe i should just stop acting like some freaking bitch. it is not people's fault. it's my own freaking fault.

thanks for bearing with my ranting, i shouldnt have ranted at you. but i really appreciate it. and thanks for coming to meet me today though u're sick. it makes a big diff. i really need to talk to someone. thanks.

now in rht lab trying to do spss. glad that things are solved. but still, there are too many stuffs to do. tonight chiong. guess i wont be blogging tonight:/

TO DO LIST:
1) POM part on controlling
2) Macroecons group research
3) Commskills parts (refer to laury's email)
4) F&B draft report.

i shouldnt procrastinate anymore, and yet i still do:/

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felt funny going back to school on a monday. sian, today had POM meeeting, then afterwards went for APEL, which was hyper lame, because ms koh just passed us our APEL portfolio and said: ok you can go now. so i was like...okay, we come for fifteen minutes and zao. lol-.-
then had commskills, as usual, it was boring~ becuase yeah, it's boring. wangyong wouldnt let us shift our lesson so next time on mondays we only need to be in sch 3-5 for commskills which is sian ttm D: damn. then had commskills meeting, and etc etc etc.
well what else can i say, the highlight of the day is still salvo(: we finished learing b da zu alrd! : D hooray:D and blisters broke alrd! poof. today like everyone sick lor, didi got abit fever, kal got headache, i had a bad tummy and headache at the same time, and now i feel like i have a sore throat soon. end up cannot go yishun's pasam malam alrd): anyways, so as usual, went for dinner with them , ate at macs, and homed with everyone except ruohan! hahhaha: D

talked to sher kal and yeesin, but idk what am i supposed to think, and what am i supposed to know. idk, i mean srsly idk. poof.

&maybe i should stop pretending that it's true.

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

heeee:D today was fine, went to suntec work 930-1230, then went j8 work 2-5. hahah:D like rushing for show sia. too bad, sale too lousy, so i have to cut my hours, which i was very happy to(: because there was a steamboat session with snrs:D whee:D there were wanyi, charmaine, liyen, chiawei, ruohan, kal and sher and me:D we went to amk central to eat the steamboat which was yummy:D we liked the tomyum soup! hahah:D but idk, i felt full like after a while. havent been having good appetite for the past few days. hmph:/ anyways, then after eating, wanyi charmaine and liyen left, while the rest of us walked arnd hub with two of wanyi's friends. then we jalaned a bit, actually wanted to wait for eric, but then after like 1 hr he said he was coming, ended up he was still in pasir ris, so in the end we asked him not to come while kal chiawei ruohan and i bused home.:D hahah then rh and cw were like helping us recap what we learnt on last wed cos i forgot the rhythm:/ heeee:D managed to rmb it:D whee~:D
and ar, sher and kal u two damn big mouth sia:/ please ar, i dont want ppl to get the wrong idea okays? D: hmph:/

no reflections of the day, cos im too tired:/ tmr luckily sch start at 12 thirty:D whoo salvo tmr night:D will be fun fun:D

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Saturday, July 11, 2009

woke up at like ten plus today, felt sooooo shuang, because for a long long time i didnt have to hear the freaking alarm ring. hahaha:D and then went out for dimsum with dad and sis:D yumyum:D i liked their mango pudding because there were loads of mango bits inside:D
then went home, then went to starbucks to meet didi to help him with his math(: and he was late!~~~ D: end up i was there, freezing cold waiting for him to come:/ so when he finally came, he still play his game some more D: but at least he did some work. hahah:D and it was fun doing sec 3 amaths(: i suddenly miss mrs koh so much:/ hahahah:D then after studying, we went to eat, then trained down to bishan to buy my staff purchase stuff and also meet tricia for suntec's key:/ i have to do morning alone tmr D: sianxzs ttm:/ hope tmr sales will be good.
i am excited for tomorrow's steamboat session:D hope elaine cuts my hours so i can go join them earlier:D yay damn fuuuuuun: D whee~~ okay i am zihighing again:D

&maybe i should stop procrastinating.

captured at 21:54.




tralalallalala, i did smth sibeh spastic today. i live in yishun, then this morn go all the way to woodlands to meet didi go sch on 168 tgt.and he was late for like 25 mins?! poof-.- ended up i was late for POM lecture can. but luckily the lecturer lame, he only started at 9.20-.- so in turn, i wasnt exactly late. heehee:D
then mugged abit for fnb test which was like craaaaap, and then, went for macroecons lect which i caught no ball, and then during the lect, tricia msg-ed me to ask me if i could help out at suntec body which opened today! so being the nice nice nice nice me, i obliged, so afterwards met kal to go home to change, then i went suntec to work. omgggg, suntec body is cold~~~ so diff from j8 body! and the decor is nicer at suntec. hee:D worked with serene and tricia at night, then homed with serene(:
heard the the appreciation night wasnt fun at all! shall see what the rest says abt it(:

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Thursday, July 9, 2009

today was ok. went back to sch, went for iht lect, went home. damn sian. hahah. and tuition was cancelled. ok. yeah.
but then... i have a story to share!:DDDDDDD

last night, K asked me if i really really really wanted the 7 dwarfs. and i said: why? u buy for me ar? and K said yes! i thought K was joking, but i was half-hoping K was not because i really wanted the 7 dwarfs! but K said there were no guarantees. oh wells. turns out K is just gna see if have the 7 dwarfs or not luh.
so today K msged me, and said dont have 7 dwarfs le D: but K got smth else for me! so i didnt know what was it, so at 9.50pm like that, i went to the mrt station to meet K and i saw a really big mickey plastic bag! ok and the thing inside was wrapped, so i didnt know what was it. andddd then K walked me home and then went home. so after being at home, i opened up the present and guess what i saw:

cute right right right:D omg ok. i was damn touched ok. and K didnt let me pay back D: oh mans, xiexie K! :D and my mum, maid and sis were like so excited over it-.- ok from this i think u can easily guess who K is. but yeah. hahah:D oh mans. thanks:DDDDDDD it's ok with the 7 dwarfs:D i love pooh! :D
heee i am damn high over it:D hahahah:D

and tmr meeting tricia/sheila for dinner: D whee~ miss them sooo much, im excited. this week has been a good week:D

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TODAY IS THE END OF AYG DUTIES:D okay, got a little sad la, cos like have to go back to school. but then, mostly i relieved because i dont have to wake up that early anymore:D hahahaha:D met a lot of fun ppl, met some irritating ppl, but the experience was good(: at least i know terminal 2 better. hahahha:D
so todayyy i reached school like really early, at 3.15, only to realise that sher had proj, yeesin still had lect, didi went to his friend's house and kal wasnt even going for salvo. ended up watching princess diaries 2 in the library. then 5 thirty like that, didi came to find me, then we went to eat. he keikiang, only had 10 more mins to salvo still go buy kway chap and eat. but he eat damn fast, so we were only like 5 mins late for salvo. nothing actually started, so it was ok. then today's training, omggg i got a feeling i like damn lost today. chicken wing, too slow for tempo, so i dont know:/ maybe i was too sleepy. my sleepiness was so obvious to everyone that saw my panda face. poof. and anyways, it was like damn hard for me to grasp the rhythm:/ poof. and today had like blisters arnd my thumb and forefinger, so just now when we went for dinner, i couldnt hold my chopsticks properly cos it hurt D: poof. so as usual, homed with cw, rh, star, kal and domokun(:
and i am so excited about tmr:D i might be getting something i want! :DDDDDD
kal, sher, star: thanks for listening to me babbling and being there for me as i blabbered. thanks for all your sharings. and i love you guys. seriously, u guys are my best friends in salvo :D love you all much much:D

&it set me thinking.

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

today was basically boring. ele and emma had to be quarantined! because their friend in PiCC kena H1N1. so end up i had to help them and gwen submit their apel portfolios to school. so i went back to school after AYG, submitted, then met didi to take 969 tgt. bfore that, we got my longtimenodrink A1bubbletea!!! : D whee~ i drank honeydew snow blend which was yummy:D on the way home, TINI CALLED. I DONT HAVE TO GO TO WORK!!!:D okay i was like tired, so i sian to go work. so end up i went northpoint with didi to look for a friend's bday present since i didnt have to rush home to prepare for work. end up we were at arcade and i was looking him play drums. hahahah:D and the things he say ar, smth idk how to react sia. hahaha:D damn funny de! okay we're just damn random. hahah:D and then ar, that didi ar, purposely talk damn loud to call his friends, so i walked away because srsly, it was DAMN embarrassing. hahaha:D since his friends were there, i siam-ed and here i am blogging, afterwhich i will bathe and eat, afterwhich i will sleep(: haha:D damn tired for the past few days. maybe it's time to get a good night's sleep(:

&my mind's in a mess.

captured at 18:02.




AYG: nothing much. still slack. AND I FINISHED EP 10 OF ZETTAI KARESHI: DDD WHEE~~~ if time permits,. i'll watch ep 11 and special tmr: D woots~ today made new friends, because i was the only one under helpdesk for t2 helpdesk today. haha: D gwen and emma were at t1!
SALVO: went back to school at 4pm, to meet didi, kal and sher, and clement who always suddenly appear to join us. hahahah: D we went to eat at bizpark before going for salvo where we learnt abit more of the score! and then marshall and didi were DAMN FUNNY imitating someone! HAHAH:D ended up when we were practicing, kal, sher star and i kept changing places so that everyone of us can see what the two jokers were doing! HAHAHAH:D they were damn funny! and everyone started having blisters. sher's one broke, mine resurfaced, and didi's one macham best, burst and had blood over the muffler-.- scary sia D:
"K session" which ended up being supper session.: didi was being super nice to take bus with me down to bishan. and we reached j8 at like 10pm which was half an hour earlier than the meeting time, so that xiao didi person wanted to go to the arcade to play drums. but too bad, it was closed. so we kia kia-ed abit until i realised that tricia was in the store. so after buying drink with didi, he went home while i went to meet elaine and tricia. end up we decided not to go sing k but go have supper tgt instead to catch up(: so we chit chatted: D and guess what: I BOUGHT THE LITTLE MISS HANDPHONE STRAPS FOR KAL, SHER, STAR AND ME LIAO~~~ :D I was damn high over it can: D then we took the last train home, and i did my APEL and i am going to sleep soon: D nights~

captured at 01:15.



Sunday, July 5, 2009

this post is mainly for sher. because she made my day. (:
ystd night, she randomly asked me to webcam with her, when i was cui ttm! :/ and so being the VERY nice me, i obliged. and showed her how cui i look. but i saw her room full of stitches! omg damn cute worxzs! : D hahaha and i realised that we have the same door! okay fine that was random. but it was fun ystd. because her stitches are cute. and yeah, we were both spastic: D
and today cut short my hours from 6hrs to 4.5 hrs cos our sales were lousy ttm:/ so i waited for 2.5 hrs for sher! hahah:D we went to shop at CO as she bought her damn cute dress whle i got my uniform deal, and then we went to wat subway where she got damn high over her tomatoes(: HAHAHA: D she eat one bite, giggle giggle giggle. hahaha: D so cute! and then afterwards that we kiakia arnd j8 before i went home and she went to meet her friends. on the way i went to northpoint, and sadly, i couldnt find 7 dwarfs that kal had. damn sad D: oh wells, i shall go her hse take pics of them one day:/ poof.
tmr have ayg, then salvo, then CO karaoke session. i might as well just die. yeah i think i might just die. poof. panda eyes now D: i dont like D:

&perhaps it's time to stop now while it's not too late.

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Saturday, July 4, 2009

teehee i am happpppy(: because today ended work at 1025pm! OMG. damn fast. for the first time in idk how longgggg , i reached home before 11pm! :D woots~ and today at work, i saw GETS. GETS GETS GETS GETS! :D she's still as skinny as ever~ and i miss her too~ :D
tomorrow morn got work, now 9 thirty then go shop(: so i dont have to wake up so early! whee~ :D okay i am zihighing again. maybe it's due to my lack of sleep. poof. i shall TRY to sleep early tonight.
but i am in a ZETTAI KARESHI mode! and i have to reiterate to ruohan: NIGHT is CUTER than soshi(: YES HE IS(: SOSHI HAS MAGGIE MEE HAIR!


in your eyes i see, all the love i'll ever need
what makes you different, makes you beautiful to me.

captured at 23:20.




just back from sleepover, damn tired now. hahahah later still have work some more. heee(:
last night was fun, i watched confessions of a shoppaholic and wild child with the girls, but then i couldnt take it and fell asleep at 5am. hee(: then woke up at 8 thirty(: then we stoned and watched mtv till 10 before we went to make brunch then we went down to eehui's basement to play mahjong and watch he's just not that into you. alas, i fell asleep again! hahahahahah:D
so in the end i decided to go home and catch a nap before i go work. but then end up i dont think i will sleep la. now headache sia D: and not much time no sleep anyways.
hmmmm i cant stop thinking abt my projects. i must chill. yeah i must:/ call up the girls soon to discuss:/

& i know that it is not real, yet i continue to believe.

captured at 15:00.



Friday, July 3, 2009

hahah i managed to get 8 hours of sleep! but kept drifting in and out of sleep. had bad nightmares. abit scary:/ sheesh.
currently in school waiting for macroecons. hehheh, fionne's grp are discussing their projects. abit scary:/ hope that we can catch up too. poof. cannot do last min work alrd. seriously. but ayg taking up quite a lot of time. hope that everything's okay.
okay, i've done my iht tuitorial. okay, group members! we must jiayou okay:D our deadlines are coming soon:/
okay didi is sooooo random. hahah:D he said smth that stunned me. hahah:D but luckily, i reacted damn fast. hahahah:D
tonight having sleepover with the girls! yay:D miss them so bad sia. haha:D cant wait:D but think i'll fall asleep during the movie marathon(: hee:D

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Thursday, July 2, 2009

poof, will be leaving the house in ten minutes. morning call for didi and sher later. hee:D they cute, know i'll wake up damn early so ask me to wake them up. i must remember:D
poof, idk why, the freaking shi luo gan is back sia. it seems that whatever i made up in my own lalaland is crumbling down. okay nvm, im just stuttering rubbish here, yes i am. think im too tired. ahhh, been sleeping less than 5 hours everynight. what happened to the vivian who used to sleep at ten pm! D:
but tmr got no lecture, so i can sleep in a little. actually by alot, school starts at 2pm for me(: heee.
one more week till ayg ends. next thurs they say also no duty, so great, next week only got 3 days of ayg, out of which ive to go back to school twice. hahaha, it's for cca la, so it's okay:D

to-do list:
-do pom online lecture
-do iht online tutorial
-do macroecons
-collect data for commskills and rht
-idk what else, someone please tell me. damn.

captured at 05:59.




ayg helpdesk was sibeh slack today. because no flights. hahah after ayg i went back for commskills cos i felt damn bad to let john do all the work. so i went back to like see and also learn at the same time.
didi and i did smth funny today: D heee oh mans! he is so ke ai:D
and salvo was not bad, except that i was so freaking tired so everyone say i look fierce/dao/sad. IT'S BECAUSE I AM TIRED PEOPLE! I'm SORRY D: and rh and i couldnt stop talking abt drag me to hell because we were like laughing and had fun:D also learnt a bit more, but today damn stone, couldnt really get the rhythm probably. shucks, must practice de.
oh and today celebrated the july babies' birthday: D hahha:D whee~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!: D
went for dinner and then homed with the usual 6, but rh didnt get off the bus with me! hahahah apparently he sent kaleryn home! whoo~ see i told you that rh loves you the most de! HAHAHA:D
still have ayg tmr, have to wake up early, so shall go sleep now: D toodles~ and tmr's northerner's outing cancelled D: because rh forgot he had ayg-.- and star had aikido. so oh wells, maybe next time! :D

captured at 00:21.



Wednesday, July 1, 2009

current status: tired.
current mood: unhappy

why am i tired? because the retarded me never remember to do my macroecons and ended up cheonging it last night after the movie. tsktsk. i only remembered to do my proj at like 11pm. sheesh. luckily there was sher, didi, rh and kelvin to entertain me online. haha: D thanks everyone(:

why am i unhappy? because i made two ppl unhappy ystd. I AM SORRY KALERYN AND KELVIN D: sheesh. tsk tsk, nvm, next time we go and watch movie tgt okay! : D hee: D.
teehee.

but really must thank rh. without him, i wont have a clean AYG shirt today. yay: D ystd when i reached home, i realised that he forgot abt the shirt, so he went home and help me take. woots(: so nice: D but kaleryn, he will give you healing kiss. haha: D so i am no threat(:

oh and BIG thanks to sher and didi who have been msging me during my ayg stint for the past three days so i wont get bored to death. let's keep it going on! awws. going to have cca tonight(: woots~


AHHHH LATEST UPDATE! damnit. I CHIONG MY MACROECONS FOR NOTHING! because the basket relief tutor spent 1 hour on mcq and the rest of the time on other craps stuff without going thru our portfolio! (according to wanleng) OMG. I COULD HAVE SLEPT EARLIER! damn it luh. SHUCKS. F words are filling up my chest now. damn.
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn.

okay i need to chill. yes i need to. damnit-.-

captured at 10:45.

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